I feel down today for many reasons. One is knowing that we will have to take ss on his mom's weekend on 4th of July. I just cherish my weekends away from him. I feel like I can relax, spend more time with my husband, and just feel more comfortable in general. Last weekend we had to take him on fathers day which was again her weekend, this is our weekend with him and then next week is the 4th. :(. I watch the kids alone at night cuz my husband works so it's just hard being alone a lot. Also I'm hurting cuz it seems DH's mom seems to favor ss more than my dd who is her grandaughter. When I was pregnant and knew I was having a girl she told me she likes boys better. She also told me that she was concerned that the new baby would traumatized ss. She takes him to do fun things a lot. She'll ask us to come over so she can see ss. Oh and when I was pregnant she told me she couldn't afford another grandchild. Overall she just seems more concerned about ss than dd. She also talks about bm a lot like she thinks I care and constanty defends her. I'm just tired of everything.