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Sad Today

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I feel down today for many reasons. One is knowing that we will have to take ss on his mom's weekend on 4th of July. I just cherish my weekends away from him. I feel like I can relax, spend more time with my husband, and just feel more comfortable in general. Last weekend we had to take him on fathers day which was again her weekend, this is our weekend with him and then next week is the 4th. :(. I watch the kids alone at night cuz my husband works so it's just hard being alone a lot. Also I'm hurting cuz it seems DH's mom seems to favor ss more than my dd who is her grandaughter.

I wish I could just be completely happy...

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My fiance and I live together with his 3 yr old son half the time. At first it was hard because of the BM, along with adjusting to having a little one around all the time. Things have gotten better with the BM so far and his son and I are starting to form a bond. Yet, I still find myself feeling sad at times. I know I'm not ready to have a child of my own, but watching them makes me long to share that bond parents have with their children. It makes me sad because we're both trying to start a career for ourselves.

Just venting...

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I think that my fiance and I are on the verge of breaking up. I just don't know how to handle this whole stepparenting situation and dealing with the biomother of his son. I don't want to. I don't have any kids so it's really hard for me to accept it all. Sometimes I just feel so much hatred for the biomother for getting pregnant. They were only dating two months!! There are rumors that she tried to trap him which makes me even more angry and bitter about it all. I just don't understand why someone would do that?