Updates on life and the step world...
I know it has been a minute since I last posted. Some things have changed. I just found out that I am about 4 weeks pregnant, way too soon to tell anyone just yet and we aren't going to until after the new year. But, I am super excited. Feeling like I have the flu though... haha. I forgot what it was like to be pregnant since it's almost been 14 years!!
I am worried how my SD is going to take it. The way she took our engagement wasn't good, so I can only imagine how she is going to take it. Either way, at this point with how she has been behaving, if she throws a fit, oh well. She did the same thing when her mom got pregnant. SD13 has been bullying my DD13 at school as well, and I had found out just a couple hours ago. So I am not quite sure how I am going to handle that mess. It seems like it is always something with SD13 every, single, week.
Things are still the same with the inlaws, they did not come to our engagment party, and still have yet to even acknowledge it, oh well I guess. The only thing that really hurts his how FMIL is being... I really don't care how his sisters are being since they will always be just miserable a$$ people. We stopped inviting them all to anything that we have as far as get togethers and events go because all they are is just negative people. I still find myself still bumming about FMIL though. I don't know why I am still seeking approval from that woman..... As for SD, it feels like she is a lost cause... I have been nothing but nice to her for the past 3 years, and always make sure she has what she needs, and still I get the attitude and the eye rolls and her not approving of mine and her father's engagement. She has also has been running to his sisters telling them that my FH chooses me over her all the time which is not true by any means, but they still believe her.
I know what everyone is going to say, do I really want to deal with that and hear and them for the rest of my life? Yes, because what me and FH has is a lot more stronger than all the bs they try and put the both of us through. He is the love of my life, so maybe I shouldn't ask for advice... I am mainly just venting here and trying to catch everyone up on how life has been for me the past few months.
I hope everyone is surviving in stephell <3