First off I wanna say I love my fiance an his entire family, but for some odd reason his oldest daughter who happens to be eight I'm beginning to not to like her at all, I find my self getting fustrated with her when she comes home from school an ask for help on her hmwrk. This girl will blantly talk about the females that came before me an her dad my fiance will only say is "I'm with her" now.the fiance an myself don't live together yet so I go an see him everyday.

First off I wanna say I love my fiance an his entire family, but for some odd reason his oldest daughter who happens to be eight I'm beginning to not to like her at all, I find my self getting fustrated with her when she comes home from school an ask for help on her hmwrk. This girl will blantly talk about the females that came before me an her dad my fiance will only say is "I'm with her" now.the fiance an myself don't live together yet so I go an see him everyday.

First off I wanna say I love my fiance an his entire family, but for some odd reason his oldest daughter who happens to be eight I'm beginning to not to like her at all, I find my self getting fustrated with her when she comes home from school an ask for help on her hmwrk. This girl will blantly talk about the females that came before me an her dad my fiance will only say is "I'm with her" now.the fiance an myself don't live together yet so I go an see him everyday.

I don't know what to do, I am so lost.
I am twenty years old, SS2, SO22.
I just realized that I am SOOO not ready for kids, especially not for the terrible twos and being one of the many people that pours their love out to SS2 but being the only one who is punished with hitting, biting, pinching, yelling, and no affection.
I love SO22 very VERY much, he is so wonderful to me, and I do believe that he is worth it, I just don't believe that I should be so deeply invested and surrounded by this craziness....a;sjkdf

So where do I even begin. Things have gotten way off track between me & SD13. Me & DH got married when she was 6 and it has been a rocky road to say the least. I blame most of the rocky road on myself, for allowing DH, BM, & SD to walk all over me (I allowed this because I thought I should for DH...BIG mistake) And I blame DH & BM...DH for letting SD & BM run our lives, allowing the world to revolve around SD. And I blame BM for filling SD head with crap & being an awful mother to SD.

Hilarious that the man whose antics make me want to drink myself into oblivion wants me to attend AA meetings with his kid. I am just so tired. Everyday is yet another struggle against the entropy of dh denial and ss worthlessness not to mention my growing suspicion that I have NEVER made a good decision in my life. I take that back, I did make one - when I decided to NOT have children. But I found a way to nullify that by hooking up with dh and his kid. Yup. Batting .1000 over here...

GG is going on a training seminar that lasts two days this week. It's about almost an hour and half away one way. GG has been whining that he wants ME to drive out there after work to spend the night with him?

WTF???!! I know we never go on vacations or out of town anymore since we bought this albatross of a house, but can you imagine? After his big tirade over the "email incident" and of course, that was all my fault.

And it's during the workweek. When he first mentioned it I was like "good go there and I'll have a night to myself without ear splitting snoring"

So its Friday night, and the only reason I am sitting in front of my laptop is because I need to complete a document for a client that i promised I'd have to her by 11pm. i already have the DVD's standing next to the TV in my room. Got my snacks, and even though I've been put on bedrest AGAIN by my obstetrician today, its not so bad. The first episode (with FSS7 being deadly sick in hospital with a tooth infection *giggle*) taught me to get through it okay.

Hi everyone! I just wanted to see if anyone knew of any great places to stay near Flint Michigan in June. I am graduating with my MBA (YAAAYYY MEEE) and I have about 10 family members that are attending. Would like to keep us all together and don't really want to stay in hotels.

I'm at work and I want to cry. I haven't been sleeping lately either.

I've actually started contemplating a backup plan to be ready when I have to confront DH about his lack of parenting because he is so arrogantly defensive about his violent, moody narcissistic son (SS7). I feel like he will just turn his back on me if I dare even suggest again that we need to set some rules in our house. I feel like for every tiny thing he corrects SS7 for he lets 25 huge things go by.