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Annoyed and abt had it!!

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so this 4th of july week has been frickin annoying and uneventful.  This is actually the day my DH got married.  One year.  I am struggling with my SS lying and his father acting like hes an angel.  Im not trying to be a meab SM.  If anything i have prob tried too hard!  Example:  i used to take his food up to him in his room.  My own fault.  Never happened again.  Today my SS went to church by himself.. i thought that was odd cuz hw never does that.  I said is it you"gfriends church?" He said she wasnt there.  When his dad finally came down at noon...

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Its 2:30 am and im having an anxiety attack

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Its 2:30am and i just came back upstairs to bed because my husband is drunk and deciding to finish the laundry room and using the nail gun while my biological kids and i are asleep!  He is being so loud downstairs! Why do i always have to deal with drunk crazy people in my life... first my grandpa when i was little.. then my first husband and now my 2nd husband.  He got mad at me because i asked him to do it tomorrow cuz everyone is in bed... what do i do!  I have noticed he likes to do handywork all night while drinking but usually when the kids are gone..

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Back to SM Life

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Got back home last night from taking my bio kids back to my hometown to visit family and friends.  It was nice to get away (Left SS and DH at home cuz SS had to work) and actually talk to people instead of walking around feeling uncomfortable. I HAD to come back home because my mom was getting all mad at me asking me why I came back home without my husband (cuz she doesn't think that its right)  My mom and I don't see eye to eye sometimes.  Thats another story.

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Is this weird??

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I have been thinking a lot lately and since i tried to bring the issues out on the table my DH has been distant and not as affectionate. We went to his BS graduation and he kept kissing me and being all affectionate in front of his ex.  Am i just a tool that he can use to make his ex jealous or something?  His wife just sent him an email saying stop beating around the bush.  Why do you hate me so much?  (Thats another weird situation I will get into later) These are things that i observe and it does make me feel like crap and i feel like i have no one to talk to abt it who really cares.

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