I need a resentment dumpster
So..... I have been on this site on/off for years. Long story short, I did all I could go be a wonderful SM to my SS. It didn't work out. So I disengaged, and haven't seen my SS for 2.5 years. When he comes to stay, I go to my parents. It's that simple. I dont even mind doing it, and actually like visiting my family and friends in my parents town. Why then, do I still live and breathe such seething resentment of my SS? I mean, it's not like I ever see him. And DH only sees him every-other-weekend, and only on Saturday nights at that.