It seems that every time H takes one step forward it's five back. He let sd come back and it was the same old crap. No one likes me. Every one's mean to me. You don't love me. Then the water works start, right now I feel like building a boat it's so bad. But of course it's all my fault because I don't love her. I guess I was supposed to automatically take this viper to my bosom and tend to her every whim. This girl has made my life a living hell for over 9yrs. I told H last night if something doesn't change I am living as soon as my son gets home. I'm tired of it all.