now that boxes are packed he's changing his tune
bf has been calling me all day crying begging me not to go. he just sent an email saying that his 'needs' were unrealistic and that he proposes the following:
-keeps reversal appointment next week and goes through with it
-will continue coaching but promises give me one weekend a month for our alone time
-get married by end of year
-have a long sit down with kids to discuss our united front, their feelings, rules, etc
-have a talk with ex (all three of us) to enforce our united front and establish boundaries together.
-we still move closer to kids but not in suburbs
why on earth is he sending me this now? he realizes my leaving is no joke?
god i could just explode. i want to crawl in a hole and stay there.