OT... I need your help!
So my son is getting married this month. I am happy but stressed as well. My ex will be there with his wife. I have met her once. Really that is not my stress level. I have had a few hard years and frankly they have taken a toll on me. But I want to enjoy the day. I try everyday to live in the moment. But this event has me thinking I may not be able to me myself. I will be seeing old family members from decades ago. I am okay with that but I know it will be hard. My ex husbands family has been nothing but kind to me. A true blessing. In fact I will be sitting at the table with my old sister-inlaw who I adore. But I struggle some days. I want my son to know that this day is for him. And I will do everything to make him feel that. But part of me is dying inside. I don't know maybe things are just hitting me today. So if any of you wise people on this site can give me some advice I will surely embrace it!