Damn im counting down to 5!
I dread so much the days that we have to pick up SD i feel like i have antennas because I make sure i watch and listen to everything and i feel so bad sometimes. I feel like im looking for a fight with BF and I hate it. We get her on Wed until Sun for the thankgiving holiday and OMG am I dreading it. And it could be the littlest thing but it bothers the crap out of me. Like when shes over for long periods of time he will ask her does she want breakfast before she goes to school everyday for the week that we had her He asked both of our kids. but once she left that was over. When SD was there he made sure in the mornign that he folded his daughters blanket and my sons once she left that stopped. Things like that are things that I see and bother me. I have told him I love my son Like you love your daughter. I dont see or do that Favortism crap. The last thing i want to do is make her feel uncomfortable. I had the worst step mother in the world she abused me and my brother she just did so much wrong and I could never see myself doing that. But i feel bad for having resentment towards her and i know that is BF's fault because of the way he is with SD. I just needed to let this out. thank you guys for reading