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I love how when SD13 misplaces something, some how I had something to do with it. For example, the other day she was looking for her black strapless bra. Well it wasn't where she claimed to have left it. So the insinuation was that I took it. I mean really?? First off, her bra is an A...I wear something some what larger. So WTH would I do with her bra?? Even if I wanted to be mean, why would I take her bra?? its funny though because she just recently got her little "bumps" and thinks that we need to go out and buy her a ton of new "padded" bras. Umm I don't think so.
Ok so SD17 moved out. I was so excited that she left. I have gotten pretty lucky and don't have to see her very often. But every so often the DH will just text her. I don't know why but I get so angry. I just don't know why. Its not very often, maybe once a week but I just can't handle it. Not to mention I would like to know what they are talking about, I always think that they are talking shit about me but he wouldn't tell me even if they were.
My sd7 has recently informed her councilor bm and dad that she doesn't want to come to my house because she's scared of me. She thinks I'm going to hit her and yell at her. Now I may be hard on the child I mean I do make her pick up her dirty clothes but hit her umm no. I find it very strange that she thinks I will hit her when it was her BM,s husband who beat up her BM. He had to go away maybe it's a masterplan to get hid of me. Her stupid f***ing BM is prolly loving it. I bend over backwards for this kid making her snacks and bringing her to dancing.
I'm just wondering. Does quality time ever happen when you're entering a remarriage. My SO puts so much time into special activities when his kids are there and nothing towards the relationship. I can't even remember the last time we went out. Just the two of us. It just makes it so tough. Not being able to have that middle ground that a lot of couples have. You know that before kids time. It seems that we come into these relationships already fighting a losing battle. This is one thing that I am extremely jelous of his EX about. She got that time.
For anyone who has been following my story, there is a CO in place and BM is not following. She has a contempt trial set for the end of the summer and SO hasn't seen SD since the beginning of January and could potentially not see her until after the summer because of the crappy court system.
Had to share this funny moment. So I was in the hospital for the 2nd night after delivering my baby boy a few weeks ago. I had had very little sleep yet and was up trying to get my baby to latch on correctly and was in a tired state. I started thinking, "Maybe breastfeeding's not for me" and then my mind started to wander. All of a sudden I realized that it was pretty stupid for me to even try to breastfeed because it's not like BM was going to do it or put forth any effort towards it.
Today is my 30th birthday. Did I get a lay in, no I got up early and dh stayed in bed. His reasoning there was no point up both getting up early with the kids. He's been a grumpy git all day, well today from my parents I got some more jewellery making stuff. Love doing it, it's my time to myself well dh suggests it might be fun if sd13 helps. Hmm on what planet did he think that! Oh the one where he gets to watch tv and I have to entertain 'happy' and listen to her whine and grumble about how hard done aw she is.
Not sure why but I thought I would share. This is pretty typical Rags/Wife daily e-mail banter.
Date: 03/18/2011 03:24 PM
Subject: FW: Red Cross
R,
Are you interested in donating to help Japan and if so how much?
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H
Subject: Re: FW: Red Cross
Sure. It would be best if there is a match to our donation but I am good
either way.
$50.00? $100.00?
What ever you think is right and that our budget will tolerate.
Arf!
R
Date: 03/18/2011 03:45 PM
Subject: RE: FW: Red Cross
long story short, me and dh (i use that term lightly) honestly jumped into our relationship way to fast. i was young and all about partying and having a good time and he was getting out of his relationship with bm and the children were in custody of the state at the time which he kept from me for a few months and then later dropped the bomb that the youngest one was not his and he was planning on being his dad blah blah blah. by that time i was preg with our daughter. it was really dumb but it is what it is. i completely turned into a maw maw and live for my children.
Please help me on this one.
DH moved into my home when we got together....I have a 5 bedroom home. Master, BD, BS, office and extra room that was turned into SS 12 and SS15 room for the 4 days a month they come over.
SS 15 no longer talks to DH and there has been no communication with him since Oct. The skids room has twin beds.
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