I came on here two days ago to try and get my mind off wondering if I am pregnant or not,yet that didnt seem to work. I have take three different tests at my doctors office an they all came out with different results.so now I am just waiting for time to tell I am freaking out and scared if you have read my earlyer blogs you would know that I had two misscarages before.

I told DH when I got home last night about being pregnant. I showed him the pregnancy test. I think he may have been a little bit in shock because his first reaction was "well, I'll believe it when we know for sure" I was like ummm....ok, the box says its 99% accurate, how much more 'sure' do you need (this was all in my head lol).

I thought this was a very interesting article ... sometimes it just doesn't matter what you do!

Accepting That Good Parents May Plant Bad Seeds
http://www.nytimes.com/2010/07/13/health/13mind.html

Well of course BM showed up without a lawyer - even though she was served two months ago and asked for a continuance. Which was granted until 13 September.

BUT before that was over with - this woman tells the judge that she signed SD up for a dance camp that starts on Monday and last through the first week of August basically. AND that she wanted the judge to order DH to bring SD back on Saturday and basically missing the rest of his summer visitation. She then lied and told the judge they had an agreement for such. Like DH really consented to giving up his summer visitation.

After a detailed conversation with SD13's BM this evening we have learned of a new fun game SD13 has been playing. When SD13 is with us she complains about BM's other kids; sibs sis11 and bro9. She says they steal from her, break her things, lie, smoke, swear, etc...and there are no consequences yet SD13 gets in trouble all the time.

DH finally stood up for me. He made a trip overseas specifically to talk to his daughter. He told her that her conduct has been unacceptable, that she had to stop the rudeness.He told her that she needs to apologize. She tells him that will never happen. My heart breaks for him. He doesn't know what to do now. She is his daughter. Because she lives in a different country he does not see her often. But she calls him at his office, never at home often. What should he do now? Stop the calls to the office? Keep re-iterating what he said in person? Any suggestions?
thx

If anyone read my post earlier today, I was freaking out because I might be pregnant...

Well, I took a pregnancy test on my lunch break today and I'm pregnant. That damn test said it could take up to 3 minutes and it took about 30 seconds for it to say..."hey lady, you're knocked up"(I used a stop watch...I am a fruitcake)

Holy Crap!

I thought I was freaking out before, but wow, nothing compared to this. My hands are shaking as I type.

I told Mr. Kate last night that there have been too many inconsistencies with him lately and that I've lost trust in him, so...its over.

Before doing what I knew I needed to do, I had to complete my investigation of some unexplained holes in a few of Mr. Kate's stories. I don't know if I did it for closure, because i had to know, or what...but for the last two weeks, I've been taking a look in the garbage can on garbage day right before we leave for work, waiting...and I saw it-huge empty bottles of whiskey.

This may be long..... I wasn't going to post anything b/c of all the drama associated with my posts, but I have to..... I can't think right now and am falling apart.

Hello, everyone!