Ok ok so time for the video game geek to come out and say hello! I figure I need to talk about something other than SD4 for a while. And WoW is my escape. In my other blog I noticed quite a few of you played World of Warcraft or Warcraft. Well I am a WoW addict. After the house is clean, dishes are done, I can be found on WoW. DH got me hooked on the game about 2 years ago and now I can't quit!

I have just been thinking...I do everything I can for having future step children I never asked for. I never wanted children. I picked school, career, having a life of my own, over having children. So when I fell in love with someone who had children 3 years ago...I dealt with it. I understood I would not fall in love with the kids right away, I knew it would be tough, not just for me, but for them too. The youngest took to me right away but every weekend is a battle with the oldest.

I haven't been on here since I was a step-mom and now divorced. I figured all my Step Friends can tell me what I did wrong. Went over to new BF's house Sat night. He has a boy 12 and girl 10. It was actually third time around kids, second time at his house. I got there around 4:45 and he was rushing around picking things up and then had to jump in the shower for all of us to make mass. (I'm not even Catholic) Girl 10 was so rude. She sat at table eating cereal and wouldn't even look at me. I tried to talk to her but she completely ignored me. Church was fine.

We are trying to get custody of my DH's 5.5 year old who has many problems and is delayed, mostly due to BM's negligence..

Before we decided to go for full custody she agreed on
every weekend
all summer
spring break
winter break
every holiday

Forgive me if this is a little long:

My boyfriend and I have been together for almost 3 years and he has a 16 year old daughter and a 10 year old son. I don't have any children. They live with their BM and her boyfriend most of the time but my DH has the kids on Tuesday nights and every other weekend. Their BM just had another child with her new boyfriend. My DH splits his time between living with me and staying at his mother's (especially when he has his kids).

Saturday night we picked up Atilla for her overnight. We went to Walmart to pick up a few groceries. As soon as we pull into the parking lot, Atilla's first words are: Daddy I want a toy. He told her no. *applause* So we go in and she sits in the cart and as we are going through the aisles picking up the few things we needed she continues to ask "can I get a toy now" and we both repeatedly told her no.

Just a UPDATE. I had major back surgery and I am starting to feel so much better. My New StepD Youngest one (I hate the word step and only use it here) She arrived Friday, Dinner time, she lives about 4 hours west of us in another State. She offered and came to help take care of me. She even brought Dinner along with her for the three of us. (Chinese)

I know I wasn't that great of a participant in this site, but it did help. I'm leaving now, though because I finally decided I'd had enough of it all. I can't take care of everyone else anymore. I need to take care of myself.

My husband was hospitalized over 3 months ago and our relationship broke apart. Well, actually, it was more like, I "found myself" and came back to being me, and realized I liked ME! So I decided to leave him and the skids all behind (they live with biomom anyway).

I hate them, I know thats bad but I hate them! just the sight of them makes me seethe with hate and anger. they destroy my house over the weekend dirty every dish then complain the house is dirty and there is nothing to eat!!!! we went away and left the 2 of them here because they didn't want to go with us to work, we said don't make a mess, don't be using the deep fryer, and keep the fire going!

I basically took everyones advice and put it together. Friday night when I got home from school we had afew beers (his for pleasure mine for courage) I told him that I was sorry I hadn't shown him the letter sooner but that he needed to read it. I had this whole speech prepared about how I support what ever decided to do, and unconditional love etc. etc. But he never said a word. Just went into the guest room and locked it... And stayed there all night. Sat. morning he was up at 7am makeing breakfast. Acting like bussiness as usual. I didn't bring it up all weekend.