Lost my BS (8) and Hell with SD (30) continues
Sadly, I lost my BS (8) in a car accident on 1/10/18. His Stepmom was turning left and got hit by two trucks racing. My BS (8) and his half brother (1) died at the scene. My heart is more than broken but shattered. I will never be the same. I have been in a numb fog ever since. DH has been attentive for the most part but was not able to take off much time and life has to go on. SD (30) made a brief appearance at the 2nd memorial and the only thing she said to me was "you were a good mom to him". So heartless. No consoling no hug no nothing. This after DH told her to talk to me. Haven't heard from her since. Well, she delivered her third baby Thursday, GK #3. DH has been MIA since. Blood is indeed thicker than water no matter what happens. I can't be all happy cooing and such over a baby from SD 30 when I just lost my own child. DH and I had plans for tomorrow but now I must go alone because of his Grandchildren. Life looks very bleak and sad for me. My therapist told me Eli's (my son)death would shake things up. She even called DH out on his daughter's manipulation and non stop taking and never giving. It makes no difference. I am just heart broken. I have cut off all contact with SD and now that includes SGKs. It's the only way I can survive. The oldest SGK is 7, one year younger than my BS, Eli.