update on separation from DH
Hi everyone, just wanted to again say thank you so much for all the support while I go through this separation/divorce and to give you an update. I have not allowed DH to come back to the house. I had to put the actual filing for divorce on hold due to a medical issue I had (I'm 8 months pregnant with placenta previa) - it was probably related to stress :/
Anyway, I do have all the papers ready to go. The envelope is sitting in front of me right now, all I have to do is drop it in the mailbox today. I'm having a little bit of a hard time getting myself to do this. I know I can't stay with DH because of his addiction. He has refused to get any real inpatient treatment and it's not safe for our daughter to have him here knowing he will bring drugs into the house.
It just makes me sad how severely and how quickly drugs have taken over his life. I look back and he is just a completely different person within a matter of months. I also found out that he has gone back to using heroin already since getting out of detox. He couldn't even make it a week. He's not even staying with us but I text him and asked if he needed help getting into an inpatient rehab and he said no. I can't stay married to him, but I don't want him to die. It's so scary but my hands are tied as he refuses to get help and it's too dangerous to have him in the home.
Sorry, that turned into more of a vent than an update. Thanks again for listening.