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Holiday Dilemma

Newimprvmodel's picture

good morning all. Thanksgiving was a small event with only my son stopping over as alll the kids scattered across the country. He has autism and is very dark and depressed. Never a good relationship with my husband. So my husband and I in the kitchen cooking and he and I butt heads there sometimes. Nothing serious just me telling him to stay out of the kitchen and disagreeing over Times food done. So all of a sudden he gets up from the couch and says he is leaving because he is upset how nasty my husband is to me. We are astounded and speechless. He leaves and texts me that he is sorry but felt it was better than arguing. 

The next day we decide my husband should text him an apology of some sort. Just to cool things down. He texts a nice note and within a second is texted back F$&@ off!  I am appalled. 

So whst to do. He is 26 very isolated lives at his father’s house and my ex is never around. He is mentally ill. One of my traditions is to send a gift card to a chain restaurant to all the kids steps included. I buy the cards cybermonday. If I didn’t think he could find out I excluded him I would. But do I reward bad behavior?  Do I have him over for a meal when DH not here?  Do I even invite him for Christmas?

ExcellenceToolkit's picture

I would discuss it with your husband and let him decide what to do next. You're right. If you treat DS like he didn't do anything wrong then you will be rewarding bad behavior and throwing DH under the bus.

tog redux's picture

Yeah, is your DH nasty to you? If not, and it was just a typical marital squabble, then he shouldn't apologize. In fact, you should ask your son to apologize if appropriate. 

Perhaps your son's mental illness makes him misjudge people's behavior? 

Newimprvmodel's picture

He does misjudge.  That’s why dh reaches out to him. DH was surprised by the cursing. Quite honestly DH is a bit scared of him.  

Newimprvmodel's picture

He wasn’t nasty and I was testy with DH.  That’s just how we can be together cooking a big dinner.  My DH sort of apologized because we want to keep peace.  Listen my son laid on the couch and didn’t lift a finger pretending he was asleep.  That’s how he is. My DH worked his ass off cooking and cleaning. It’s frustrating to parent a child who doesn’t give anything back. Meaning any social engagement in a positive way. 

tog redux's picture

I get it. I'm not sure keeping the peace is by apologizing is necessarily the right approach - your son needs to be held accountable regardless of his autism/mental illness. Probably would have made more sense for you to text him in defense of DH, and let DH just stay out of it. 

Sandybeaches's picture

"The next day we decide my husband should text him an apology of some sort. Just to cool things down. He texts a nice note and within a second is texted back F$&@ off!  I am appalled. "

OP explained that and sometimes you do apologize even if you have done nothing wrong, if someone is upset to smooth things over and move on.

OP I realize he is 26 but because of his autism and mental illness I think it is appropriate for you to try to intervene and get him some help. 

Maybe you could talk to his father not sure of your relationship with him but maybe see what he thinks since he lives with him all the time.  But either way talk to your son about talking with a counselor or a doctor and see if there is something he could do to feel better.  Not because of the situation you described but because you explain his issues and that he is dark and depressed.  That is no way to live. good luck

Kes's picture

I have anxiety and OCD quite badly, and I am a great believer in that mental illness does not give you carte blanche to act like a dick, neither does autism.   I think you should still send him a gift card.  However, I don't think you should ask him over when DH is not there, and any invitation for Xmas should have the proviso that he behaves in a civil manner to DH.  You and DH should present a united front.  

ESMOD's picture

I do think that OP should be having a discussion with her 26 year old son.  He behaved poorly at Tday.. and even worse in response to a pretty much unnecessary apology from your DH.

I think it's time for OP to put her son on notice that she will not tolerate his treatment of her husband.  That an invitation comes with conditions of behavior.. if he feels he cannot meet these standards.. he needs to stay home.

Even better suggestion would be for OP and her husband to go away for the holidays and avoid it all..lol.

Newimprvmodel's picture

Thanks for the good advice. Sounds like I have been enabling him for years. I did stand up and had him leave the house a few years ago to live at his father’s because he had cursed at me and was essentially just isolating in his room. Now he remains very angry about that.  

Its so hard because we’ve seen this coming for years. Once these kids graduate high school there is very little support for them. He’s lost many jobs because of social skills and where to go now. But you guys are right. I will get the gift card and the Christmas invite will be prefaced with a warning that he needs to be held to the same standard as everyone else. 

tog redux's picture

Depending where you live, there is support for adults with mental illness. But he has to want to use it.

Rags's picture

Christmas invite will be prefaced with a warning that he needs to be held to the same standard as everyone else.

Brilliant and simple.

Anonymity's picture

Your poor husband has the patience of a saint. Or, perhaps a martyr. Black Hole hasn't even outright cursed at me and I'm still 200% disengaged. I'm also sorry for your troubles with your own son. It must be extremely stressful!

Panther1's picture

the behaviors between you and your hubby.  Men / boys do not like watching their mom get verbally abused or emotionally abused.  Maybe you are minimalizing the behavior of your DH and you shouldn't.

I would just look at it all again.

BethAnne's picture

I agree with a couple of things already stated but will reiterate them with my own summary that it is all about communication.

1. I do think you should consider how you and your husband communicate, are you considerate of each other? Why do big meals make you two bicker/argue? Is the way that you express fustration between you healthy? Do you call each other names when you argue? Do you use bad language? Would you allow anyone else to talk to you that way? If you two could improve your communication styles so that you have a stronger realtionship would that be worth it? Even if it is just average marital stuff, why not try to improve things? I know I am not great in an argument sometimes.I have improved a bit over the years, but still get carried away when I am upset. If one of us says something particularly upsetting during an argument my husband and I will talk about it later and strive to be fairer to each other when we argue in the future. 

2. I think you should also improve how you communicate with your son. You had a problem with your son, but rather than address it with him directly you got your husband to apologize for something that you claim he should not have to apologize for. I am not sure what not sending your son a gift card for the holidays says to him? It is not a clear message and does not help in any way to move things forward in a positive manner. Have an adult conversation with him (understanding that he is now an adult and not the child he used to be). Tell him that you would like him to offer to help with cooking or chores when he visits,  and how you were suprised that your argument with your husband upset him so much and that you were disapointed in his response to the text he sent. Do not treat him like a child expecting him to either fall in line and apologise or to storm off. Really try to open up a little and try to uderstand each others point of view before making couterstatements. Life has changed a lot for you two over the years it seems and it feels from your post that you have drifted apart. Take some time to try to reconnect. I do not know that much about autism, but if these types of conversations would be difficult for him then consider having an e-mail exchange or uisng a therapist to help you two have a productive conversation. 

Trying to re-build a connection and establish better communication will help a lot more with your son and your husband than thinking that depriving a 26 year old man of a gift card will teach him a lesson or improve your relationship. All it will do is save you a few $$ and might make you fell a bit better for a short time. If you actually talk about the issues with your son and still decide that you do not want to give him the gift card, you can tell him why so that he understands the significance for you. 

lieutenant_dad's picture

DH and I bicker at the holidays due to stress and differing opinions on how things should be done. It happens. Unless your DH was cussing you out and calling you names, I'm not seeing the issue.

Personally, I'd have a chat with him and tell him he can either be family and act like it, or he can be alone. I had to have this conversation with my sister when she wasn't handling her mental health appropriately. I took her to Panera and had a very frank conversation with her about how she had to make a choice. She can either be angry about the past and cut everyone off OR she could recognize that it happened, set up appropriate boundaries, and not use the past as a weapon when she didn't get her way. I ended it by telling her I loved her, but if her plan was to be a little sh*t at Christmas that I didn't want her to come. I didn't care if she chose to cut us off or if she chose to move forward, but constantly punishing everyone because she hurt (and not letting ANYONE help her fix it) wasn't fair.

She decided to set new boundaries and behave. I love my sister and I'd give her a kidney, but the ups and downs were just too much. You should have a similar conversation with your son and be willing, for the protection of your DH and others, to disengage from him. That doesn't mean you stop loving him. It doesn't mean you don't help him if he is actually helps himself. It just means that you won't wrap yourself up in his drama and won't let him hurt others because he's mad.

Mental illness is not an excuse to be an arse. I have learned when my mom and sister are behaving a certain way because they can't help it (i.e. it's a symptom of their mental illness) and when they are just because they think they can get away with it. You likely know when your son is actually having problems and when he is just giving in and being an arse. Don't allow the latter to become acceptable just because he also suffers from the former.

still learning's picture

The next day we decide my husband should text him an apology of some sort. 

Hubby should have never been in the position of appologizing to your kid, DH did nothing wrong.  It should have been you as the parent dealing with your own offspring.  I have two sons on the spectrum and work in the health field so understand behavioral outbursts quite well.  I don't think excluding or punishing anyone on the holidays is a good idea. It would be good to talk to your son, explain that you and DH squabble sometimes and it's normal for the two of you.  Good behavior needs to be reinforced, and it's your son who should be offering up an apology.  He may not have a warm fuzzy relationship with him but he does need to act like a grown man and be respectful.  

captjacksprrw's picture

So I won't bore anyone with details, plenty of history in my blogs and posts.  Reading through, it sounds like you and DH may need a good counselor to work with you on communication techniques for ASD.  I spent 4 years in hell stewing and becoming negative and resentful.  Your DH could be in a similar place to me just before that spiral started. 

My SS is now 28 ... a few things are allowing me to overcome the negative period and the bad damage to my marriage. First is that I was 100% blaming my SS's behaviors.  In reality, it was 50% DW and I not setting boundaries and not discussing this all in depth, etc. as well as her very strong Concierge behavior.  The other item was in discussing some of the ongoing and annoying behaviors with a counselor, it seems SS28 is very likely in the ASD spectrum (previously Aspbergers) and studying the condition is helping.

Also, have zero doubt that a son with ASD no matter how caring and smart can and will resort to physical violence if triggered.  Yes, I got sucker punched by a 24 year old for telling him he should absolutely not be talking so mean to his mother at Christmas.  Fortunately, I did do MMA for a while and can take a hit and I did far worse than strike back but instead forgave and told him I loved him.  Yes, that was near the start of my 4 year emotional spiral but things are coming back.  No aggression since but I watch and can see how quickly he becomes angry at items outside his control. 

It is not easy working with a family member with ASD but working on common ground with DW, preventing and openly talking about Concierge behaviors and working to learn about ASD have really been a big asset to my life. I hope the same peace of mind for you and DH Without the spiral of negative years.