In a FUNK today :(
I can probably blame this on PMS plus the impending cold temps and yet ANOTHER fucking snowstorm coming tonight/tomorrow, but I am just in a FUNK.
Had a pleasant but busy weekend, where DH and I got a lot done. Ran errands, shopped, revamped our chinchilla's cage and started designing a new one for when the babies are full grown by Fall...cleaned out some closets, moved a piece of furniture to his dad's, visited his grandparents and basically did a lot of other busy work that needed to be done.
Now I'm just feeling out of sorts, sad, unmotivated, grumpy, tired. Bored at work, as usual.
Sent BM her first doubled CS check today for May 1st. That blew. From $250 a month to $550. DH still drives around with a box of Stepdevil14's things from the old apartment in his truck. I asked him yesterday if he could just drop it off at her place and he said "I'll give it back to her when she calls me to attend therapy visits with her, if that day ever comes". Poor guy. Still holding out hope his daughter will throw him a bone.
My DD15 is doing ok in Michigan. She's trying to raise all of her grades so she doesn't end up in summer school and miss some of her visitation here. Of course, I can pull the CO out and demand my ex fly her down the minute she gets out of school and not return her till a week before she starts her sophomore year, but I'm not going to do that unless SHE wants me to. She can always take extra classes online at our place if she wants.
The sun is gone, the cold weather is coming back, I'm due to start my period tomorrow - I guess that is probably it. I think I'll swing by and pick up a bottle of wine on my way home this evening along with some firewood. We'll likely need it for tomorrow night. Gonna be in the 20's again, May 1st. God, I want to leave Colorado!!!