slow it down, lmdavi0, rome wasn't built in a day
so dh moved out last night. he wrote me a really nice letter and my best friend and i sat there and read it through blinding tears. love is hard, marriage is hard, especially when dh is super stupid. i am taking things one day at a time. i am really proud of myself though. i did it. i stood my ground and demanded respect. you can't just f#ck me over and expect me to come back for more. he said he isn't giving up, that he will prove to me he is the one. i think it would take a miracle. i also had an hour with my shrink last night. gotta love professional help. i felt so good about everything. and she has told me that, for me, since i asked him to leave and i am in our house, it will get harder for me. meaning that as i was staying with my best friend, he was at the bottom and i was at the top. now he is going to start recovering and i get to hurt some more––basically this is the time when i will start missing him. that's just awesome. so i'm taking it slow and i'm praying a lot. i just want to heal myself and see what tomorrow brings. love you all.
lmdavi0, newly 'single'