Oh eff my life..I swear
After coming off a week of oncall hell....Saturday I was on a call for 18 hours...(thank you Microsoft Azure).
I get the following from DH regarding SD..
SD was called out of class. She doesn't have enough seals (ie passing enough state tests) to graduate. She needs to earn more seals.
Is this a surprise to me...NO. I saw the state tests and the fact she only passed one and knew her graduating might not be happening. DH assured me when I asked she was on track.
I CANNOT DO ANOTHER YEAR WITH BEAVER ...I JUST CAN'T.
My ability to deal with this sh*t is done..I'm burnt out....flat out...I CANNOT.
I'm resentful because the reason I work this job is because it pays well and we needed the money. I have carried this family for the last 18 years...my tour of duty IS DONE. I cannot take another year of CS and SD being in high school. I just can't...my kids are grown and flying out of the nest..or in DD's case flying to another country. I'm ready to be an empty nester...ratched back my work load..not continue this one.
Just eff my life...