I feel terrible
Part of my job requires drafting, which is done on the computer. Yesterday it took me about 5 hours to incorporate about 7 drawings all into one. The problem was that the drawing I was creating had to be to scale, & once I got all the drawings together something was wrong. Things were not lining up right & it was just becoming a huge mess. So this morning I had to scrap all that work & re-do it in 3 hours, then make modifications... all of which had to be done before lunch. Stress anyone?
Then I got to the restaurant. As I was scooping nachos into my plate (while telling my folks all my morning stress) my grandmother grabbed the plate in my hand & started yanking on it. Apparently I wasn’t scooping my nachos right. Before I knew it, I GOT IT came out of my mouth. I said it so loudly that people turned. I felt so embarrassed & ashamed. I yelled at an old lady... and my own grandmother at that. I’m such a jerk. I've been beating myself up for it the rest of the afternoon.
And since I had to go back to work I couldn’t even have a margarita.