Do I ask for a divorce?!
I posted 3 days ago about feeling regretful towards marrying a man with a child.
After reading through the responses and reflecting a bit more, the question that keeps lingering is whether it's worth it to leave an otherwise good man. Our senses of humor complement each others', he's loyal, honest, devoted, smart and very caring. Can I find these traits again in another childless man?
My constant fear is just that the longer I feel this internal frustration about my SS and being a blended family, the more I'll build up resentment and not feel the same about my DH.
The other concern is that a good man is hard to find. I'm 30, so when I factor in how much it can suck to be single, and how long it takes to truly get to know someone after you DO meet someone promising, it just feels daunting. I worry I'll be 36, still single, and it be harder to even have my own children. I feel really selfish thinking this way, but I'm just being open with my feelings.
I think I'm going to talk to my DH, ask to go to a few counseling sessions, even though I'm not sure if this issue is something resolvable. It's about his son, who's not going anywhere. It's not like the issue is a communication problem or something that counseling WOULD likely help.
I just don't know.