It will be last (and only holiday) before baby is due. Bil has hired a boat in France for 3 days. Me and dh are going basically to bring and babysit elderly fil who has early onset dementia and is hard work at the moment. I only agreed to holiday because I wanted fil to get away in the sun for a few days and without us he would not have been able to travel alone (bil and his wife are staying for longer). I will be over 7 months pregnant at this stage. But dh assured me I could get some sun , chill with a book have some good food and while fil is there it will be a bit of a break (me and dh do 99% of the caring for him). Dh also assured me that we could have dinner by ourselves one evening in one of the French towns and was really looking forward to it. Dh and I never get a. Holiday away, we have been able to afford 3 days in Germany over the whole 5 years we have been together. And this is last one before baby comes.

Anyway it was sprang on me today that due to another couple cancelling Ss12 has now been invited. Dh at least spoke to me about it before mentioning it to ss. Feel like I'm in a no win situation. He will demand all of dh time as he will be the only child there, with no Xbox etc. the thoughts of it want to make me cry. Plus when we land me , dh, fil and dh cousin will be renting a car and now with ss I will be sat in the back of the car, 7 months pregnant with 2 other people in the back (elderly fil will need to sit up front). I feel like such a bitch when dh said it to me I just mentioned that he has a whole camping holiday planned for just him and ss. I just wanted to have these few days even though elderly fil and bil would be there too. Maybe it's the hormones but just so upset and already feeling trapped the thoughts of being on this boat with them all. But know I kind of have to say yes or I'll be the wicked stepmother otherwise. Eugh was really looking forward to a bit of sun since I live in a country with very little of it I'm really trying to pick my battles with dh at the moment because we are currently moving into a 3 bed house and dh wants ss to have the double room and for baby to go into the box room where there's only room for a cot. Never mind ss is only here one night a week and has no stuff here (he just travels with a bag) and baby has crib changing table etc. I keep saying to dh how about when baby moves into his own room and I'm going to be in there nursing, trying to get him off to sleep while a double room is sitting empty and I'm in a room where you can't swing a cat. Ss spends no time in his room anyway apart from playing his Xbox. I am feeling seriously frustrated now, must be the pregnancy hormones and damned kidney infection boo