Fuck My Life
First and foremost, I am absolutely happy having come across this web page and to see that I am NOT alone. Often times, it is human nature to have negative or questionable feelings towards the unknown. However, once one is confronted with something unfamiliar it usually works out. This was my thinking when I married a woman with kids....hoping that I would grow to like them and maybe even love them. My prior attitude towards kids was to stay away but I went against my better judgment.......This is probably as far as I can manage to maintain proper fashion as far as my language is concerned in regards to these fucking morons. The oldest one is 14 and seems to display a bit more common sense than the younger one who is 9 years of age. Only a few words describe the feelings that I have for them and none of them include love or like. Besides dislike and fucking hate, the closest feeling to being positive would be tolerance, which fades day by day. I cannot wait until the day comes that they either move out or get hit by a fucking bus...Better yet, perhaps I can talk my wife into sending both morons to Connecticut for school exchange purposes. Just the thought of them while I'm at work or on my way home makes me wanna vomit, the sound of the high pitched voice of the youngest one makes my ears bleed. These two faggots are the biggest ungrateful bastards that I have ever met...nothing are ever good enough. We took them to Disney Land and they bitched, they have their own video game playing corner (own TV and everything) and they fucking bitch, we eat out and they bitch. Speaking of which, why the fuck did mom allow the youngest one to order a $20 dollar plate from which he ate two bites and to top it off she allowed him to get dessert. I wish the asshole old just fuck off and disappear....Ironically; he asked his mom a few weeks back if it would have been better if he had not been born...YOU BET YOUR FUCKING ASS!!! My most recent conclusion is that I will absolutely refuse to do anything for them that would express kindness...I will not attend school events, I will not attend any games, nor will I recognize them for any accomplishments, which to me is a oxymoron....those two and accomplishment. The youngest one presented me his half assed certificate that he won for a science project in school......I looked at him and asked if he wanted a fucking cookie. Whenever they do do something that is somewhat productive it so insignificant and half assed that their energy expenditure was a complete waste...just like their existence. If I would have known what I know now, I would have ignored my wife the day I met her and simply bought a dog, which is the equivalence of having kids...just better. At least the dog will wiggle its tail and be happy when you come home. Shortly after they moved in with us it occurred to me that these fucktards have needs, which cost me money, when they asked for food or even worse something to drink.....Next thing I knew, these morons were all over my food.....BTW, the oldest one just busted ass and thinks it is the funniest thing ever. I wish I could just sell him to some slave owner in Thailand. That way he could contribute to global productivity by stitching some T-Shirts for Nike. Even this would be too much success opposed to what I actually wish for them. I hope, when they manage to make it to college, that they get involved with drugs and receive an academic discharge. I dont care if they become addicts and die of an overdose, die of HIV after sucking some dick for the next fix, or get shot by a Pimp. I just want them out of my fucking life. I find pleasure in their misery. The youngest got angry a while and decided to hit a tree with a stick....the stick broke, bounced back and cut his arm open. He received over 20 stitches and I was amused. in fact, I felt like slapping his bitch ass for his stupidity but I did not.....
I think you guys get my drift. I could go on and on but there is no point. Maybe my prayers will be heard and the next time they ride their bicycle Michael Myers will pop out from the bushes and take them away....
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And this woman married
And this woman married you?
She's a terrible mother, imo.
You should do her a favor, since she apparently lacks the cajones to do it: LEAVE HER.
I won't say what I really
I won't say what I really meant. Would probably get me booted.
Special place in hell, though!!
If that is truly how you
If that is truly how you feel- do society a favor and leave.
Holy crap, you remind me of
Holy crap, you remind me of my English teacher.......
Given the feedback received
Given the feedback received so far, it appears as if others can follow along just fine. And no, I did not ask her that question but rather her son did.
I read about 6 sentences of
I read about 6 sentences of your post and skipped the rest.
You, sir, sound like an angry, unhappy person. My guess is that you have a hard time with most situations in life.
I feel bad for you, and I hope something changes your heart so that you may learn to bring joy to the world instead of the hate that you spew out at everything that frustrates you.
Please don't subject these kids to your vicious thoughts and actions. They're just kids!!
lol, that is the reason why I
lol, that is the reason why I keep telling the youngest one that aliens will come to abduct him,
I think you are venting a lot
I think you are venting a lot here. I am sure you dont really want them to die. Sometimes I feel extremely frustrated with my ungrateful skids too. I have thought some pretty horrible things in my head about them....that I would never type on here for fear of being responded to just like you are right now.
I am getting counseling right now and we are working on REALITY ACCEPTANCE. maybe you can work in some anger management into your life somewhere. Your feelings are probably based in reality.....as many of us truly do have completely asshole skids...but its what we do with that anger that's important. It must be kept in check and diffused and channeled appropriately, if you know what I mean.
of course I do not wish death
of course I do not wish death upon them...just waiting on graduation day to come. Thanks for the advice....
Don't feel alone in your
Don't feel alone in your thoughts. People can say I am horrible if they want....but I have thought very similar things before.....in my head. I just don't tell anyone.
I bet half the people on here have all sorts of fleeting thoughts they won't admit to.
true.....unless they turn out
true.....unless they turn out homosexual then reprodution would cease...
Oh, I failed to value the
Oh, I failed to value the probability that Einstein would join us. Allow me to be specific; reproduction will cease unless they adopt or if you choose to believe Hollywood and Arni really did get pregnant.
What makes you think gay men
What makes you think gay men can't have bio children?
Just a warning, if you really
Just a warning, if you really feel this way on a day-to-day basis, your marriage is doomed. If you're sounding off in a moment of frustration, welcome to the club. We all have our moments. But if your true deep feelings are wishing your step kids lives of misfortune and grief, take note that you are wishing that accompanying grief on your wife. Not healthy. But I've had my melt down moments, so ill give you the benefit of the doubt that you just found this site at your breaking point. I know I did
I don't really wish
I don't really wish misfortune and grief upon...I hope they grow up to be successful. Nevertheless, I should have not entered a relationship with someone who has kids.....I am coming to realize that....
How old are you??? cause you
How old are you??? cause you sound like a young immature thug. No matter the reason no self respecting adult should speak like that about anyone let alone children!
Seriously YOU are causing them more damage then they ever could you, so do everyone involved a favor and leave... You just aren't cut out for the step parent role right now!
Haven't you ever been so
Haven't you ever been so incredibly overcome by anger that you say inflated things .....like really really exaggerated things?
Um, no. Never. I truly
Um, no. Never.
I truly believe that out of the abundance of the heart, the mouth speaks.
Just read that verse last
Just read that verse last night
Not to the point i would say
Not to the point i would say anything remotely similar to that about children.... Sorry, Im just not that much of a shit person!
I really hope this is fake cause if he actually does speak and think like this, those kids have NO chance of becoming decent adults under this mans influence!
Take care of yourself. Figure
Take care of yourself. Figure out if you can do it. If you can't, cut ties and move on. You only get one life
I've been waiting to use this
I've been waiting to use this and true or not, 2 sentences in: "There's a TROLLLLL in the dungeon!"
Becareful what you wish for,
Becareful what you wish for, you just might get it. If they become addicts guess who is going to be living in your basement until the end of time? Yep, the skids. Because mommy certainly wouldn't let the live out in the street.
Honestly, you sound like a bully.
You know I get annoyed with my SS for little things like... I get up in the morning and he's up playing video games and his room is wreck and he's destroyed my house. I clean before I relax and I feel like he should too. However, I do remind myself (and when I don't usually someone here reminds me) he's just a kid. He's 11 years old. No one wants to do chores. I don't like cleaning but I do it because it's a habit and well I like things to be clean. It's how I grew up. We are trying to teach him the same habits we have, sometimes it's hard because BMs rules are completely different and the constant back and forth probably does confuse him sometimes.
If you feel the skids quality of work isn't up to your standards...well what are you comparing them to? Hopefully you aren't holding them to the same standards as you. They may not be capable of that yet. You are an adult. They are kids. Try to remember that.
we are being "crewed" here,
we are being "crewed" here, ladies
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Wow... you are a bad person.
Wow... you are a bad person.
I am absolutely 100% shocked
I am absolutely 100% shocked by this post. As you ladies know my skids have put me through hell. A lot more then anything this guy has posted and I have never once thought these horrible things about them. They are children. They only do what they are allowed to get away with and they only act the way they have been taught. I'm just at a complete loss of words here.
If you are upset with these children then you need to take it up with your wife. SHE and only SHE is the reason that they are allowed to get away with so much. I can't believe you asked the youngest if he wanted an effing cookie when he brought you his science award. Regardless of how lazy you think that he is, he was proud of that award and sometimes all it takes is a little positive reinforcement to get the ball rolling in the right direction.
I really hope that you are not being serious with this post. I feel so sorry for those two little kids in your care.
I'm new in this forum & I'm
I'm new in this forum & I'm glad that I became a member.
I just recently got married last August and I'm seriously thinking of a separation due to my wife's kids. SD14 failed 7th grade twice & spends 24/7 looking at herself in the mirror & lying all the time. SS18 is going to jail for assault & theft.
Anyway - I have multiple sclerosis for over 20+ years....
Sometimes, you need find what is important in your life.
You need to detach from all the negatives & focus on what is important.
To me - my health is more important and I do not want an MS relapse due to the stress of the step kids.
I think that you are chasing the wrong things in life.....
Devote yourself to creating something that gives you purpose and meaning.