in addition to this being shitty ass sucky skid wednesday. mil has been pushing my buttons since last night with her stupid fucking texts and demands of dh. aside from all that, i seem to be being bombarded with people who don't fucking listen ~ friends and work associates.

i think tonight is going to be UGLY, VERY ugly if dh shows up early with sd. i am already so pissed at him for being such a pussy that can't stand up to his mom, sister or exwife, but to take it all out on and fight with me is kosher. WTF?

a new thing we need to add to being a sm:

you automatically become the epicenter of blame for every fucking thing!