So many emotions going on right now...one minute I'm sad and hurt that my marriage is ending, then the next I'm pissed that my DH is such a complete idiot when it comes to SS13. Talking to him earlier, just chatting, trying to be nice I ask what he got SS13 for Christmas, and low and behold he tells me a Kindle Fire. It took every bit of will power I had to keep my filter in place and say "Oh, wow that's great he'll really like that". What I was really thinking was you are such a DUMBASS!! First of all you're wasting your time trying to by the ungrateful little brats love. Second of all he won't appreciate it and I'm sure BM will have given him something even better. Third it will get broken as soon as he takes it to BM's house because he could give a rat's ass and it will end up broken. I ask again...Why must these dad's feel so guilty over their ungrateful kids? I know I sound bitter and right now I probably really am. I'm certainly not expecting DH to buy me a gift but I really just want to grab him and shake him and make him see how he acts. This is the reason I had so much resentment built up I let it spill over to SS and now DH and I are separated.