Guilty Dad Syndrome
I'm at a complete loss now and am so confused I don't know which way is up. DH and I are separated because I told him I resented SS13 because of BM. I know his child's well being has to come first and this may sound selfish, but what about me? The thing that really pisses me off is that I love my husband more than anything really want my marriage to work but I'm tired of being pushed aside for SS who could really give a rat's ass about visiting his dad, who stays in his room playing video games all weekend long when he visits, who DH wants to spend time with but won't get off his ass and make an effort. All of this because he feels guilty about the divorce after 10 years still. DH's whole family is that way and most of BM's family. I'm working on letting my resentment go because it's not the kids fault his mama is a self-centered bitch, who has turned her son just like her, but at this point I don't know if it's even worth trying anymore.