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Mary Louise's picture

I have come to the end of my rope with all the problems between bm and dh, dh and in laws and me and in-laws. I am officially overwhelmed and it takes a LOT for me to get to that point. I pretty much broke under the pressure of it yesterday morning. I just can't do it anymore. my life with my dh has slowly developed into revolving around bm and the inlaws.

We made the decision yesterday that we will go see a family counselor to help us figure out what we can do from here.

This came after dh and bm had a seemingly productive phone conversation in which he agreed to answer her calls (within some guidelines) if she would agree to let him be the primary communicator with his parents as it related to the kids. She agreed verbally but then turned around and spoke to his mother about it....after saying on the phone how she doesn't like talking to his mom and how she doesn't like his parents getting the kids on her parenting time. Then sunday, she drops the bomb on him that even though she has every weekend this month and she told him that he could have no extra time with the kids, she is sending sd to his parents house to spend the night.

I feel completely defeated right now. We both feel like we need a new, objective perspective and possibly someone who will give us the kick in the pants we need to stop letting these things affect us.

I have never had any kind of counseling before so I am a little scared, but I am so relieved that dh thinks it is more important for us to seek help than us to keep getting so upset and angry about stuff. He told me and is showing me that he hold our relationship as his highest priority. What an emotional roller coaster.

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Lace Lady's picture

He's trying to fix the problem instead of blaming everyone else, especially you. That doesn't happen often enough.

Counseling is good, but remember, sometimes you have to shop around a little. Not every counselor is the same, so you have to find the one that meets your needs. If you find a good one in the first shot, then hey...cool beans!

Cajun Lady
"Laissez Les Bon Temps Roulez"

PartlyCloudy's picture

One of the most important things to know about counseling is that nothing good will come of it unless you are 100% completely honest in everything said during counseling. The quality of advise and insight you receive from the counselor is directly related to the level of honesty of all parties involved.

Basically...Garbage In, Garbage Out!!!

I wish you the best of luck.

Don't make me get my flying monkeys!!!

Mary Louise's picture

oh, don't worry ladies! Poor thing - I scared the shit out of him yesterday when I said that if I had a time machine and could have seen what things would be like right now, I would never have moved to be with him. he knows I wouldn't tell him something like that just to play with his head or be mean. 1) i know i have a good one - he has a great heart and he is always willing to listen to me and work as hard as he has to. He back me up and isn't afraid to let everyone know how lucky he feels to have found me.

2)we already plan to shop around and we are both honest to a fault, which gets us both in trouble a lot, except with each other. I would not waste my money by paying someone to hear me out, to then turn around and lie.

I am hopeful that we will find some techniques for ignoring all the bullshit and barring that, responding to it in a more productive way. I'm actually feeling better than I have in months, just to have made the decision. The sobbing jag yesterday probably helped too.

Sasha's picture

When my ex and I was having problems, we went to a social worker who was certified in marriage counseling. She was awesome! The marriage didn't survive but going to her helped me alot. I wish you all the best.

Mary Louise's picture

Clarification - our relationship isn't the problem -it's the in-laws and ex that we want to get some advice about. We just want to go together. Don't want to give that impression.

Mary Louise's picture

I asked the counseling office if I was allowed to speak to the person they referred us to prior to making an appointment. I wasn't comfortable just picking a name off a list. I spoke to the counselor today very briefly and he sounds perfect for our situation. So I made an appointment. I feel so much better just knowing we can talk to someone who has heard this all before and will actually have some unbiased information and tools.

I can't wait. dh is even going to leave work early to go.