All Of You Are Fantastic
I am so overwhelmed from all your well wishes, sympathy and encouragement from my last blog. I have made some wonderful friends here that will always be held very dear to my heart. Each and everyone of you is beautiful.
Well to update you all.
BF called me again last night and wanted to talk. I told him you know where I am if you want to work things out. I’m sick of always running after him. I’m staying put, he knows my address so if he really loves me and wants things to work out then he can drop his son at MIL (since I live literally 5 min away from her) and come and see me.
I had to admit I was surprised when there was a knock at my door within the hour, he hasn’t done that before, it was always me going to him. We spoke, I told him I didn’t want him to stay the night and I’m still thinking things through. Basically he told me he loves me and really wants to try 1 last time. We spoke for a while and I told him my concerns and why I wasn’t happy. I spoke about the balls he needs to grow towards BM and the discipline that he needs to give all 3 of his sons.
I think I shook him up abit cause I’ve never really been like this before, I’ve always stayed and given in. Well not this time ladies, you have all told me that I deserve better and I believe that is true, I do deserve better and I told him that. He tells me that he is going to prove to me this week how much I mean to him and how he is going to treat me better so lets see what the week ahead brings.
Since I wasn’t with BF and skids on Sunday evening, BF had to borrow MIL car to drop the skids off at BM cause BF only has a 2 seater ute and his 4 runner has been getting repaired for the last 6 months (yes, 6 mths but that’s another story). Well the first thing BM asked SS13 was “How come dad didn’t drop you off in Dani’s car?” BM was just hoping that SS13 was going to say Dani and Dad had a fight or we’ve broken up but all SS13 said was “Dani wasn’t home, I heard dad talking to her about singing so I think she’s doing that”. BM really needs to mind her own business and worry about her own life instead of butting into mine.
Thanks again guys.