So I met this man a while back, and I am so in love with him. HE is the funniest, smartest, and sexiest man I have ever met. HE is a little younger then I am, actually 7 years my junior. I cant ever imagine being with anyone else, he is simply amazing. Through two forms of birth control, we have managed to get pregnant. He guessed before I even told him, and has celebrated every single moment since then. I cant have asked for a better partner in this thean him. I have two child from my previous marriage, so I have been to this rodeo before. I cant possibly have asked for any more. Now enter the problems, and maybe someone has something they can offer, I am open to anything at all, I am at the ends of my rope. Well first off, he is married to someone else, and they are in the middle of a divorce. It is just ridiculous, they have nothing, and are not fighting, they just arent getting divorced. She has an attorney, and he is so sacred to rock the boat on anything it worries me. I am scraping by on barely health coverage, and paying everything else out of packet, and I have run into some problems in this pregnany so far(I found out I have cervical cancer, and I have MS, and have been on bed rest through most of it thus far), and she carried the wonderful health coverage his job offers. I scrape by working when I can, and she goes to court and lies about child care expenses, and not takes a third of his income for child support, though the kid goes to welfare school, and is in daycare 6 days a week. To top it all off, what I didnt fully understand is that my dear man is a disfellowed Jehovahs witness, and his dear wife is a good meeting attending angle. So now, everything we do, we have to hide from the child they share in common for fear that she sees that we are attending a church that is not approved by her, we cant talk to his child about for fear that he will go home and tell mommy. The child comes filled with how I am taking his dad to hell with me, because he doesnt go to meetings anymore with mommy. I just drove around to two different urgent cares, in two different ends of the county, and ended up going to the ER to see the doc, because I carry crappy insurance, when the wife can anywhere she likes and freely uses her insurance to get massages and chiro care. And quite frankly I am ANGRY. I have started to vent at my boyfriend, who tells me on the daily basis that he wants to marry me as soon as the divorce is done, well quite frankly they are never going to be divorced. IT is such a load of bull manure, and I am not sure what else I need to do. I am tired, and angry, and it is not getting any better. I fell in love with the man, but done really want all of this bull manure that goes with it.