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Went to church today

hopeful_sm's picture

So, I woke up this morning and went to church, I spent the day with my sister and then came home. Church made me feel hopeful and confident again. I felt that I had lost it for good. When I came home, my FH tried talking to me about it but I asked that we didn't. I have an interview and a lot of school work to complete and I didn't want to be upset and not be able to function like I have been the last month. We didn't talk much today, although there is an awkwardness between us. SS14 was at BM's house this weekend, like it has been the last month or so and I have my weekends to look forward to. FH was picking him up and going to my SIL's house to watch the Yankee game. I have the house to myself and I am catching up on school work. Thank you all for your words of wisdom and encouragement.

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Jon-Boy's picture

I love church too!
Here is something I read on my friends FaceBook this week. Which just hit home for me.

Don't tell God how big your problems are.
Tell your problems how big God is!

Most Evil's picture

I would love to get involved in a church, but don't because we really don't have money for the offering and would be embarrassed.

I can see how it would help and I always feel better after going too. I used to be really into it when I was younger (teen).

So maybe one day we can again. Meanwhile we enjoy Joel Osteen and others on TV Sunday AM. Smile I am glad it worked out and you are getting some time for YOU! Smile
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hopeful_sm's picture

Don't be embarrassed. I can't afford the offering either and I just pass the bucket. I usually sneak in and sit in the back and sneak out when its done. I'm not up for talking and fellowship. It was a great sermon and I felt like the pastor was speaking right at me.