SO...I am in this constant struggle to let Bm, hubbys ex wife, not get to me~after 10yrs of dealing with this I should be able to not let it get to me and upset me!! One little comment or text message and Im in a completely different mood, and I just beat myself up that I let her do that to me!!
Seriously, I pray everynight that we can all get along~ well its not hubby and I that have the problem~its her. But I keep hoping that she will somehow become a nice person. Not the nice person she pretends to be so she can throw it in your face~ you know the type of "nice person" that does something for someone etc so she can say oh look I am so nice I did this for you.

I have contemplated many many times of leaving my hubby because of all the stress and nonsense that she creats in our lives...but then she wins~~~~ but if I stay, she wins still, she gets to make my life miserable, I dont show it to her that she does...but she knows the things that she does~she has to live with herself. I want more kids with DH, we both do~but because of her, I dont feel like I can! I wont leave him ever~thats just a struggle that I often go trough! I know that what goes around comes back around~thats what gets me through most days, and latley she has had her share of crap that she put other ppl through~and yet, I pray I that she doesnt have to go through with it...what the heck is wrong with me!!!

i could go on and on......