kmdb2012's picture

The Big Vent

There are days I feel I can handle it and days I just want to throw in the towel. I feel more and more like throwing in the towel. What stops me, because right now..for this period of time...my bs seems to happy and doesn't want anymore changes in his life.

I have to deal with my husband of 3 years, a ss18, sd16, ss8 by two different bms. I have never in my life met such a group of rude, selfish individuals. I also have a ex husband. Just for the simple fact that I haven't kirked out completely speaks volumes.

I am tired, I am tired of being used, being manipulated, being disrespected, being belittled. I go through moments of being extremely sad to moments of intense anger.

Just even posting on this page has wiped me out. My blogs will have to be short to get my story out a bit at a time.

In a nutshell.....I hate my life.

love_my_shichi's picture

I am so sorry for you. I

I am so sorry for you. I understand. I really really do. It's totally unfair. I hope you find a way out...if that's what you decide. And never look back. Good luck.

racey80's picture

Holy Moly love! These sound

Holy Moly love! These sound like some poisonous relationships you have going here. I recommend focusing on yourself and your BS, also whatever makes you happy, will mak BS happy.

Eradicate the negative energy in your life, let hubby sort his own children out, you actually don't owe them a thing.

Please search up disengaging on this site, I really think it is what you need.

DO NOT be a door mat to be abused whenever these people feel the impulse, do you want your son to grow and assimilate to this kind of behaviour?

As we say in NZ "Kia Kaha" Stay Strong. Smiling

I'm a good person.