The Big Vent
There are days I feel I can handle it and days I just want to throw in the towel. I feel more and more like throwing in the towel. What stops me, because right now..for this period of time...my bs seems to happy and doesn't want anymore changes in his life.
I have to deal with my husband of 3 years, a ss18, sd16, ss8 by two different bms. I have never in my life met such a group of rude, selfish individuals. I also have a ex husband. Just for the simple fact that I haven't kirked out completely speaks volumes.
I am tired, I am tired of being used, being manipulated, being disrespected, being belittled. I go through moments of being extremely sad to moments of intense anger.
Just even posting on this page has wiped me out. My blogs will have to be short to get my story out a bit at a time.
In a nutshell.....I hate my life.