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My feeling to kids

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Submitted by PB on Sat, 02/12/2022 - 2:34am

There is something else which is really annoying me. I used to love children and animals. I was in love with kids. And i aşways wanted a daughter. It's a few years now, my feelings have been changed. I don't want to say that, but i think now i hate children. Please dont get me wrong, i'm not a bad person, but i think children ruin people's life, i have no feeling to them anymore. I used to play with them and give them hugs, now when i see one i am really cold against them, i have no feeling anymore... why i became like this? This is not me. I was a kind nice girl. I've changed. I don't like myself anymore either. I have no sense anymore...

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Submitted by shamds on Sat, 02/12/2022 - 9:00am

Its not all easy and fun. Its testing and trying and there are times where they can be such little shits to you. It takes a certain mindset and willpower to wanna be a mum, not all have that nurturing instinct or want to raise kids and thats on. Thats your choice.

they don't ruin peoples lives also. Raising kids isn't cheap but parents who raise their kids well, will usually have kids who appreciate all they do and the sacrifices they made.

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Submitted by floralsm on Sat, 02/12/2022 - 1:38pm

I just read your blogs. You are a victim of abuse and my heart goes out to you. I hope you seeked help. You are young and successful. Get out of this toxic relationship, enjoy life and you will see the joy in children again too.