I’m exhausted and drained
I’ve tried for two years with these kids (2 SD) and nothing works or has changed. They are the rudest and nastiest children I have ever met. Zero manners, zero respect - the youngest of the two purposely would try to kick my stomach hard while I was pregnant. She thought it was hilarious. I have bruises on my body from where they have kicked me and bite me. I can’t do this anymore. My anxiety goes through the roof when I know they are coming to visit. I try so hard to do nice activities and provide nice things for them - but they always ruin it. Every single time. And they go out of their damn way to distroy their baby brothers things. Just recently they went into my closet and distroyed his Easter stuff - though left theirs fully intact. They have ruined my furniture - the 7 year old will sit there on my couch, wide awake, and piss on it. I can’t have anything, and neither can my son. And the worst part? I get stuck with them cause of their dads job. I’m losing my goddamn mind.
I dont drink but boy I might start.