exchange went well. the normal fake bs from bm and her bf.
(mind you they refused to see me for 5 months because of "all the horrible things i have done"...)

my biggest issue lately is with fh..i love him dearly but he drives me insane!! i feel like he doesnt understand everything i do for him and ss.

i work for the school dept. i am an ABA (1:1) for a autistic kindegarden student. i love my job but it is very tough!

i drop off and pick up my ss from school everyday, and fh gets home from work about an hour after us.
i usually help ss with homework everyday also.

the other day (after a very hard day at work) i mentioned to fh that i like a little time after school/work to relax. like half and hour to watch tv, sit down and relax, then we start on homework.

fh sais "well when we have a kid, your never gonna have any down time, might as well get used to it now"

i realize this dink! having a baby and a 8/9 year old is not an easy job!

but it just really pissed me off!

whenn i tell him im stressed and need a break he tells me pretty much to deal with it because its part of being a parent. i also realizs this too dink!

i love my fh and my ss, but sometimes i need a break!
i am the type of person that needs alone time, even when i was single, i needed alone time, and he just doesnt get it! he makes me feel guilty! like i am deserting the family.

currenly fh is at work and ss is with bm. i am sitting here typing in the silence and it is great!!!
me and fh will get to go on a date later also!
we dont get enough alone time. i think that is a problem also.
fh gets nervouse to be intimate when ss is home. he is home 99% of the time!!! of course we have our moments when ss is sleeping, but for the love of pete! a girl has needs!!! LOL!!