adult time And my feelings
I truly love my SD. She is 7 and very well behaved. A dream SD really. She lives with daddy/us full time and she likes to pretend play I am her “mama.”
I genuinely love spending our time with her but daddy wants to spend every waking hour playing and entertaining her. He is her play toy and he lives to make sure she’s never bored. Am I wrong to feel hurt and neglected? Even after she is asleep, we don’t connect sexually cuz she might wake up. I feel like I am a weekend / Saturday only gf. Am I wrong to expect adult time? I feel like everything I expect is validated but how do I not sound like a jealous bitch? I also pay for most everything. I dont want to use this as leverage. He’s a good man but I’m tired of living like I’m on a budget and tied down.
Why do I always feel second? I want to start our own family but he’s just too clueless to remember when I’m fertile. (I text him marked calendar dates but were usually too busy arguing or with his kid to remember). He’s a great guy but maybe it’s time to walk? I love him and he tires but if it’s not meeting my needs, is it enough?