OT- Wedding is coming up and I'm freaking out
STBDH and I are getting married on April 3rd. He's the love of my life. OSS is such a dream. YSS is still acting up but his dad parents his kids properly and doesn't tolerate any form of disrespect. He loves me and puts me above everyone else and I him.
Latetly I've developed a form of uneasiness. I don't know why though. I don't love him any less. We have no problems. So I don't know why I'm feeling like this and it's frustrating. I don't want him to think I don't want to get married because I do. I really do. Just the closer we get to the date, the more nervous I feel. Normally I can feely speak to him about how I'm feeling and he's very receptive. Just I can't bring myself to tell him about this. The last thing I want to do is hurt him. I disclosed how I was feeling to a close friend and when she asked me "why" I couldn't give her a solid answer. There are no problems at all.
Lately the both of us have been caught up in work. So I asked him if we could spend some quality time together and within 24 hours he booked this weekend off.
This is eating away at me.