In the past few weeks, my Moms condition has declined dramatically. She wanted to go home to the house she and my dad shared, which had been on the market. She told us she wanted to go home and that she wanted to die in her sunroom. So, my sister came in from out of state and she and I have been taking care of her 24/7. This has been so completely heart wrenching on its own. This is the time I could certainly use the support and love of the man who supposedly wanted to spend the rest of his life with me... But, that ain't happenin!

During this time my dear, wonderful SO decided it was the appropriate time to be the worst human possible. Not only was he less than supportive, he was a down right A hole. The text fighting got out of control and I actually received a call from his mom threatening me and saying horrible things as well. Remember when I said MIL was great and not a problem? Well, I've since realized that MIL was behind all the drama with SD15! I was accused of "attacking" SD15 when I asked her why she was eating her sandwich a strange way, and again accused of "being mean" to her. MIL actually made the comment "As head of this household, you are no longer welcome on this property" (We lived next door to her)... Seriously? His Mommy just called herself head of his household???

I have maintained a close relationship with SD20, who hasn't spoken with her dad in a few months. She had been getting tired of Grandma telling her she needed to apologize to him so they could get the family back together and she had been pulling away from Grandma for a while. BUT... when grandma looked at SD20's online cell phone account (family plan) and saw that SD20 and I had been texting and speaking alot, she called SD20 and questioned her about her relationship with me. When SD20 told her to basically get over it and stopped taking Grandmas whiney calls, I was then accused of turning SD20 against Grandma. Now, WWIII has ensued. I finally texted Grandma and told her not to contact me anymore because my Mother is dying and I'm not going to be a part in her petty BS right now!

So, DS14 and I are staying with my Mom until she passes. After that, we have no where to go. And frankly, that's not something I can even think about right now because I'm already so incredibly overwhelmed. That's my update. Please keep us in your thoughts and prayers fellow STalkers.