Can't stand it.. nope.. can't - VENTING
I’m not exactly looking for advice but I’m at my wits end with BM. At this point I don’t care what she thinks or what FDH thinks.. And really, it’s come down to I don’t care if it ruins my relationship. Because I think it’s disgusting to read sexual shit she sends him, like asking him to have sex and how she enjoyed it. I don’t care if she’s sending it for me to read or actually trying to get him into bed. I’m sickened by it, I’m fed up by it. If it’s the last thing I do in this relationship it will be to tell her off. It’s getting to that point! It really is! I’m so ready to say some major shit to her and pack a bag waiting for FDH to come home pissed and end it all because he’ll be the first one she’ll tell. I haven’t “snuck” into FDH’s phone in a few weeks because I’m trying to trust him and believe him but this time I went into his phone hoping not to find anything and I find sexual crap from her, not him. It’s sickening and I can’t stand it anymore. I want to stand up for myself in this relationship because THIS has nothing to do with their kids but with three supposed adults and in this case one “adult” wants to have sex with my FDH. I’m losing my mind!