For about the last 3 nights I've been having dreams that are so similar to each other and I wake up feeling...well...odd. If anyone has any insight on what they think they might mean (I believe all dreams/nightmares have some sort of meaning) please let me know. They are starting to kind of bother me.

Night 1: DH left me (no explaination why) and SD is much older (around 12 maybe?). I am super rich with 3 amazing, awesome cars. My exbf comes to visit me at my house and proceeds to drive each car and tells me what he thinks of them. We go for a couple joyrides in the Black convertable and come back to my house. Things get...intense...and I stopped before anything happens and call DH. A woman answers the phone and I hear DH in the background saying something like "Come back here baby", I get upset and hang up. I send the exbf away and sit and cry. Later on I call DH again and he says he can't talk because SD is there. I try to call him later but all DH says is "It's too late". Then I wake up.

Night 2: Again DH has left me with no explanation. I somehow end up at my old highschool in a choir. My exbf (different one from Night 1) is there as part of a SWAT team or tactical unit. We end up getting a little...raunchy...in the bathroom and then he leaves. I am then stuck in the bathroom. There is no door, windows, nothing. Just sinks and stalls. I sit freaking out, crying, yelling, screaming. I start searching each stall and find each door has a picture of SD & DH. After what seemed like forever I find a door with only DH's picture on it and there is a phone inside. I call DH and tell him everything, but again he says "It's too late". And I wake up.

Night 3: DH and I are split again. I start out with this really handsome guy and we are talking about 'our' wedding and 'our home'. He is very wealthy and tells me about how I can spend whatever I want on whatever I want. Then all of a sudden I am in a mall shopping with some friends and my cousin (a specific cousin which is odd). We are in a store buying wedding decorations, a dress, etc. After buying all this stuff, I go to my house and I have exactly 30 minutes to get ready for my wedding when I realize I am still not divorced. My mom assures me I can still go through with the wedding, I just can't sign the marriage license until the divorce is final. I call DH to tell him we can just split everything 50/50 in the divorce, but his voice makes something in my head click. I didn't want to marry this 'rich' man, I only wanted DH and would do anything to be with him. I ran out of the apartment to go to him, but my cousin stopped me on the stairs and said "It's too late".

The reason these are bothering me so much is because they all end the same. They all have a similar start (i.e. dh leaves, another man comes in). I've woke up crying every time and the details of each stay with me and continue to bug me. They all seemed SO REAL. I figure I am just worried about our relationship. But then why the exbf's and this new mystery millionaire who I am apparently to MARRY? It seems so petty, I know, but things like this sometimes heavily weigh on my mind, especially when they are so vivid, emotionally charged and involved as they are.

The exbfs I haven't seen in YEARS nor even spoken with. This mystery man is no one I conciously know. Although the Night 2 exbf was what I would call my "first love" and my first for a lot of other things (I dated him my freshman year in HS). Night 1 exbf was rude, cruel and abusive during our entire relationship and I've cut off all contact and mutual friends with him. I truly hate him. He was who I was with right before I met DH. I don't quite understand the SD parts other than maybe I am feeling she is coming between DH and I? Or she is keeping him from me? I don't know. The whole thing has my emotions overcharged. They seemed so real until I woke up and confirmed DH was still next to me sleeping.