I moves away from my family, my friends, pretty much left my life behind to be with my husband...and it sucks.

DH and I work a lot and we have SS5 every weekend. I have become so resentful because we just don't have time for ourselves. We don't have a lot of money so I know going out all the time is not a possibility but geez, let's go for a walk or something at least. I don't know how many times I hinted at us doing something alone before I finally just said, we need time alone to hang out. It is a never ending argument that always rolls back to, well I have a responsibility to SS and I don't have time. So my answer, what about the responsibility and commitment you have to me? Well that just starts a bigger argument and I am so tired of this fight.

It always comes back to, I have no time, we have no money, I have a responsibility to my son and I just end up sad. DH's lates solution? Go out w friends. I made some friends when I first moved here and I hung out w them to get away from SS but DH and I were starting to spend even LESS time together and I felt it was going to make things worse. Not to mention this is a very small, close-minded town and after I went for coffee with a single, male friend rumors started circulating about and affair. It is like HS here.

Anyway, I asked DH if he didn't miss the time we used to spend together, did he not feel a difference between the way things were. He said no.

I feel so alone.