Observations On my EMAIL
As I'm going through deleting old yahoo email ever since GG breeched it, I noticed something interesting.
YES i'm an email hog and I have had email in there since 2005 no lie!!!
Shame on me!
Well as GG was bringing out that ever since we moved to this dump for the sake of "being closer to his kids" that "I've changed"
Well yes I discovered this site and stopped being a doormat. But I can see just before we moved to this dump, that I had been questioning my own sanity (before finding Steptalk of course). That I was trying to figure out if I was out of line for seeing all the misbehaviour of the skids and the PAS of the BM where GG could NOT or WOULD NOT (more accurate)!
Then as I round the corner on early 2007, I'm questioning the compatibility factor of me and GG!! So I must have started speaking up for myself right about then. We got into the most viscious fights just before the sale of my old house and right on in to this "new" dump.
So basically as long as I step in line (aka go along with him and his guilty/disney daddying) and keep my mouth shut about HIS kids whereas he retains the right to TRASH my own, productive, grown bios, then everything is ok!!!
Yeah, I don't THINK so.
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I was wondering that too, but
I was wondering that too, but I think not only because his MIL was standing over him and Behemoth "phoned the mother ship" like four times a day.
Also he wouldn't because she was the "mother of his children" (TM) Whereas he has no sort of connection like that with me.
AND he was "adopted" into the Behemoth's family. He loves the "idea" of family, wife, kids, white picket fence, big family gatherings. Something he'll NEVER EVER get from me. I have only one sister that I don't get along with and she's stopped talking to me for about 10 years now (she's the classic narcissistic, baby of the family, favourite). My parents are shunning me for having left the cult and for living in sin. Peg, my biodaughter does not particularly care fore GG and neither does her husband.
Awesomeson and his GF (who probably thinks GG is crazy and rightly so) are about it. Awesomeson is a very flexible, easy going, affable young man so he tries to please GG, but usually that backfires.
I know that BM is very
I know that BM is very controlling. NN used to complain all the time about her behaviors that were controlling. Yet he fails to notice his OWN controlling actions towards me!
I read once that sometimes when people get out of a controlling relationship and move on to a new relationship, THEY become controlling to avoid the same thing happening to them!
That's what I think happened with NN because he will STILL give in to whatever BM wants but most everything *I* want ends up a big argument with NN.
Yep I think that is it
Yep I think that is it EXACTLY! Control or be controlled.
He was controlled in his relationship with the Behemoth and her family; now he wants to control me.