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I REALLY dislike my stepson and have from the very beginning.

MamaRozeeta's picture

I'm at a crossroad.

I am a Mom of three; 1 girl and 2 boys. My first marriage was an awful 15 year experience. After that ended, I met the man I wanted to spend the rest of my life with. He's funny, smart, loving, runs his own business, helpful, sweet, giving..I could go on forever. He just has one thing about him that I cannot stand;

His son.

I haven't liked him from the minute I met him. One of my earliest memories of this kid was his manners, or lack thereof. During meals, half his food would be on the floor. I made brownies and he jammed his hand in them pulling out a handful, laughing the entire time. My blood started to boil at that moment and hasn't stopped since. He has stolen things that belong to my son (clothes, toys) on three occasions that I know of. His father chalks it up to 'mistakenly putting my sons clothes in his sons bag'. One occurrence I can overlook, multiple instances are NOT a mistake. On top of that it's the constant one-upping. My son will comment about something he has done or learned and the ss immediately chimes in how he does it better or sooner. And the tattling, OMG the tattling! The ss is very manipulative as well. When he wants something he will harass his father constantly till he gives in. If the manipulation is this bad now, what will it be like when he's a teenager?Every weekend the ss is here, I hate it. From the minute the garage door opens on Friday till it closes on Sunday, I am in the worst mood ever. I hate those weekends. I even tried to break things off before I married his father because of this kid. Yet, the hubby convinced me we could work it all out. He was wrong. The hubby has made comment more than once that he knows his son is annoying but chalks it up to his age. Family trips that include the ss make my skin crawl. You can't imagine the relief I feel when I find out the ss goes to visit his grandparents out of state, or has plans on his dad's weekend. It's like being a prisoner being set free. I've tried having the internal conversation that I need to change but, I can't. So, I avoid the ss at all costs. This has worked well for the past 4 years but, something changed yesterday.

The morning started out normal. My husband even told me how much I mean to him and he loved sharing his life with me. Yet, when I called him at lunch to tell him about the hair appt I made for him, something was wrong. I asked what it was and he hesitated. I pressed the issue. He finally blurted out, 'I have to move'. I didn't understand. I thought he was referring to the building he runs his business in. My head was reeling. I asked what he meant. He started crying saying he 'has to move out of the house'. For the life of me I didn't understand what he was saying. My mind was racing trying to figure out what happened in the last 4 hours. Then it finally came out; "My son hates you and you hate him. He doesn't want to come to our house anymore". I had no words. He's crying and telling me he's screwed because either way he looses. My head was still trying to process his words when he said he had to go and I quietly hung up the phone. I sat a moment. I expected to be upset and start crying myself but, I didn't. I finished my work day like nothing happened. One would expect his things would be gone when I got home but, they weren't. He's still here. He says he doesn't want to leave but, I'm forcing him to choose. That's not true. I've never made any demands. I've kept my mouth shut.

So now what? This would be the perfect 'out' but, I love my husband. I just don't love my ss and I'm positive I never will.

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MamaRozeeta's picture

I'm sure the BM has something to do with this. When she wants something from my husband, she manipulates like a champ. There was a time she needed money for her current husbands court fees and lied to my husband saying she needed new tires for her car using the excuse, 'I drive your son in that car and I'm sure you don't want anything to happen to him'. I'm positive she wanted something from him yesterday. It wasn't even his weekend with his son. So, why would the ss not wanting to come to the house be an issue?

I have also called out her drug use (the SS stepped on one of her needles but, that's another story), her insurance fraud, bounced checks and multiple thefts. So needless to say the BM and I aren't friends.

I'm not saying I'm not part of the problem because, I just can't find it anywhere within my being to like this kid. However, dropping this on me feels unfair.

Thanks for your input. It's much appreciated!

MarriedaBallessWonder's picture

You two needs to get counseling by a marriage counselor who deals with step-families. Any other counselor will waste your time.

My DH and I sought counseling with a man who specialized in steps and it changed our marriage for the better. I was on the verge of leaving.

Like your DH, my DH spoiled his kids rotten and let them (and BM) walk all over me for years. Out of desperation I found a counselor. I was on my way out and had even talked to lawyers. The counseling taught my DH to put boundaries around our marriage and taught my DH to demand the kids treat me with respect, etc. Every thing changed.

Good luck to you. I know your misery, but it can be salvaged. Unfortunately your DH is the only one who can save it. HE has to do the work.

MarriedaBallessWonder's picture

You also need to get the book Stepmoster, by Wednesday Martin

DISENGAGING
To disengage--to simply try less or stop trying at all--requires accepting a number of truths about being married to a man with children.

*They are not your children.
*You are not responsible for overcoming their upbringing or any emotional or social problems they have.
* You are not responsible for what kind of people they are. You are not responsible for what kind of people they become.
*These responsibilities belong to your husband, who will likely not raise his kids (or make interventions with his adult kids) the way you would.

Having accepted this reality, you then make a promise to yourself: I will never give them the opportunity to treat me disrespectfully again.

Reviews on Stepmonster.

Couldn't have said it better myself

I find this review hit the nail on the head.

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"Stepmothers don't get permission to feel anything less than never-ending love and understanding toward their step-kids. Yet those very step-kids are almost expected to dislike and reject their stepmothers, and understood if they do. All the while our husbands and the rest of society expect the adult (us, even if the children are also adults) to take the high road in the face of the steady pain that is inflicted upon us. Our step children are never expected to love us like they love their mothers (or even like us) but we stepmothers are not offered any clemency if we do not love our step children like we would (or do) love our own, and God forbid we don't even like them. Why?!?! If it weren't for the fact that I am the older of the 2 of us I would never be expected to accept such an injustice or demonstrate such pure sacrifice. Absurd! But there is no doubt that this is our reality.

Wednesday also touches on the fact that our husbands contribute to our pain as much and sometimes more than the kids themselves; either by excusing or defending his child's actions, disregarding our feelings, not acknowledging our hurt, blaming us for not possessing the ability to bond or for not trying hard enough, regularly placing their children's needs before ours, or taking their side in a disagreement. This makes for a lonely, sad and unfulfilling marriage at the very least. But more likely adds to that, anger, regret, resentment, hopelessness & misery that you may have otherwise never had to experience if you had married a man who loved you first and foremost."

Step-parenting Blows Ass

MamaRozeeta's picture

OMG, THE review DOES hit the nail straight on!

I can't thank you enough for enlightening me. I'm definitely going to pick up that book tomorrow morning.

And yes, step parenting blows!

Hugs to you!

worst_stepmom_ever's picture

I agree with the book recommendation, it saved a LOT of my sanity although I'll admit that DH hates it and feels like it made the step situation worse. (Mainly because I stopped bending over backwards trying to "love" SD)

Your DH is putting you in an awful position and it's really ridiculous that he's letting a child (who is probably influenced by BM) to run his life and end the marriage that your DH claims to be a happy one. I don't know if you've disengaged or not but if you haven't I recommend you do. As long as you're civil and polite to your SS, he is just being a brat by trying to make your DH choose between him and you.

MarriedaBallessWonder's picture

Wow! That article is friggen FANTASTIC and should be required reading for new step-families. Especially the DH.

MamaRozeeta's picture

Thank you for not sugar coating it! And thanks for the article. I will make sure he reads it.

He really is a good man and he's wonderful with my kids (which makes me question why I can't reciprocate). It's just that he expects more than I can give when it comes to his son. I can say with 100% certainty, if he didn't have kids, our relationship would be damn near perfect.

MarriedaBallessWonder's picture

I printed out this article and gave it to my DH. He said it was a fantastic article and he now realizes he did "everything wrong".

I wish all the DH's on this site would read this article.

OP's DH is guilty of the same things mentioned in the article. Get him to read it Mamarozeeta!

ctnmom's picture

"Helpful, sweet, giving".... and an incredibly shitty parent. Couldn't agree with MaryJeanne more. And now he's letting his child break up your marriage? And putting it on your shoulders??? WOW. If I were in your shoes I would say to him, "I know you'll make the decision that is right for you, Honey. Let me know what you decide." And DON'T let him pull the "I'm leaving if you don't kiss my son's pwecious wittle ass" card every few weeks. Read some of the posts here, that is a limbo and hell you don't want to be stuck in. Why should we walk on eggshells in our own fucking homes? That's no way to live. God bless.

tiedyemama's picture

It is so good to know I am not alone! I, too, just don't like my teenage ss. My husband has custody of him. He is so rude, lazy, and disrespectful, and my husband DOESN'T CARE! If I try to discipline him, make him do his homework ( he flunked most of his classes last year)or have him help with chores, he just WON'T and my husband doesn't back me up. I feel outnumbered - 2 to one. LOVE my husband but don't think I can take this anymore!

MamaRozeeta's picture

If I could hug each and every one of you, I would. Only people who are in the trenches of step parenting, or have been in, can understand what any of us here are going through. Until you have lived it you really don't know what it entails.

Just to clarify for some of you, I am not mean to the ss. I'm never even left alone with him. If he's here, his father is here. When he's doing things that are wrong or that annoy me, I walk away. If I were to reprimand him, I'm being mean or nit-picky. So, I just don't. He's not my child to parent. It's his Fathers and he's been slacking. It is to the point that I simply avoid the ss. I go do things with my son or I hide in another room. Yes, my kids are no angels by any stretch of the imagination. Believe me, There are times they make me want to scream. However, I don't allow the manipulation or games. (Yet, it seems I allow myself to be manipulated by my husband). If my kids act up, they get reprimanded. I have to because, if I don't, they are going to be living in my basement till their 40!

Anyway! Each of you have opened my eyes to things I'm missing or looking past. Even though some comments were blunt, they were spot on and I am grateful to each of you.

The article that sueu2 linked was an absolute godsend. My husband has read it and APOLOGIZED! Wow. He said he never realized how much he allows both his son and ex to manipulate him. He also said that if his son doesn't want to come over, he will need to deal with it. Woo-hoo! Also, he told me that he never fully explored the whole step family dynamic and just assumed it would all be a 'happily ever after scenario'. We ALL know that's rarely the case!

Will it change overnight? No. I'm hoping for the best, though. I really wish there were step parenting support groups in our area that we could attend. Do any of you attend a support group?

MarriedaBallessWonder's picture

Step Monsters has monthly meet-up groups.

http://stepparent.meetup.com/

I joined the Colorado one but never went.

Then we moved to Texas a few months ago. Now I don't need it because the skids stayed behind with BM! Wooooo hoooooo! It's been glorious!

MarriedaBallessWonder's picture

I'm sooo happy to hear this MamaRozeeta! There is hope!

Since what is going on is more than likely his ex-wife pushing the issue, here is another excellent article.

The Man in the Middle

http://www.examiner.com/article/man-the-middle-of-his-current-and-ex-spouse

I'm going to copy and paste it here because sometimes the pop-up ads make it difficult to read.

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Many men feel as if they are in the middle of a Tyson/Holyfied fight when it comes to their ex and current wife. They work hard to strike a peaceful balance between them, but unfortunately their tactics do more harm than good. Those tactics include working overtime to reassure their child that they'll always be there for him. They also work, seemingly even harder, to reassure their ex-wives that they'll always be there for their son. According to informal conversations with many divorced and remarried fathers, they feel that if they do all of this reassuring that their ex-wives will feel less threatened by the new wife and therefore won't cause problems. Men are often caught in the middle for three reasons:

Guilt

Remember that he loves his child and a good father will usually struggle with what he thinks he should be doing to make him/her happy and you happy simultaneously. For the record fellas, I completely understand your plight. However, you must understand that you need to do two things when it comes to making your child happy and healthy. I call it the two “R’s.” You must always be realistic and remain a parent. The worst thing you can do is overcompensate due to the divorce. If you didn’t give into your child’s every whim when you were married to his/her mother, don’t start now. Remember, children of divorced parents are seasoned veterans at dividing and conquering. It is imperative that you demand the same positive behavior as before the divorce. Offering limited control over the child out of guilt of hurting them already can have detrimental effects on their behavior.

To break it down even further, let me give you a couple of examples. It is a Christmas tradition for you, your child, and your ex-wife to spend Christmas Eve exchanging gifts. Or, you ex-wife and child are out having dinner and your ex-wife calls to ask you to join them, supposedly at the child’s request. Your response to both or any other similar request that involves you spending time together as a family, should be NO because you are no longer a family. Yes you will always be his father and mother, but you are no longer a famil,y and continuing family traditions is giving that child a false sense of hope. Furthermore, it makes it more difficult for him/her to accept someone new once you both remarry. The moment you divorce you must teach the child that while mom and dad love you just the same as we did before, you are going to have two separate families now. Reassure the child that you will both be there for him/her, but just not in the way you were before. Create new family traditions to reinforce this new way of thinking. Don’t continue with the old ones. If you do, when you do remarry, and the current wife has a problem with you continuing these traditions with your ex-wife (this is inevitable), then you have to change and when you do, you’ve just taught the child that things changed when she came along. This is why children feel as if it is the evil stepmother that changes everything in their lives.

Having said that, try to keep certain things the same so not turn the child’s world completely around. If it’s possible to keep the child in the same school and home as well as continue any extra curricular activities, it’s in the best interest of the child to do so. Both parents should also encourage relationships with the child’s extended family on either side, but not participate in, nor facilitate these relationships, unless they are your parents.

You don’t have to keep the ex-wife happy

Most men are naïve and think it is their responsibility to keep the ex-wife happy in order to keep their child happy and therefore, remain in the child’s life. This is the second reason men feel as if they are caught in the middle. I have three words for you gentlemen, “forsaken all others.” Do you remember those words? This is what you vowed to do once you married your second wife. That vow includes ex-wives and even children. Your only obligation is to remain an active parent in your child’s life. You are no longer obligated to your ex-wife, no matter how she tries to convince you otherwise. A man who pays attention to his second wife is not treating his first wife and mother of his child like crap. He is divorced from his first wife, and as long as he fulfils the obligations of the divorce decree, he is not morally obligated to come to his ex-wife’s rescue whenever she calls. His only obligation is to treat his former spouse with civility.

You cannot parent your child effectively if both of the child’s homes are in turmoil. Furthermore, you cannot be the one to make sure that both homes are in order. At this point, your ex-wife is responsible for her own happiness, and if she’s too distressed or bitter to raise the child, then you need to legally request that she send him over to you. What you don’t need to do is keep her happy to remain in the child’s life. If she is making it difficult for you to remain in the child’s life because of her own issues, consult a family law attorney or mediator immediately to resolve the issue.

There should never be a battle between your current and your ex-wife because your current wife is always number one. Traditional therapists and/or psychologists will probably chop my head off for saying this, but it’s true. And, if their theory worked (always reassure the child that they are number one in your life), then we wouldn’t have as many problems with ex-wives, ex-lives and “evil stepmothers” as we do now. If you take care of your marriage first, then you will be better parents. If you are better parents, then you have a happy healthy child, no matter where their parents live. The truth of the matter is the child will not always be number one in your life, and if you are teaching your child this, you are doing more harm than good. Once you remarry and/or have other children, that number one status has to be shared with the other special people in your life.

Teaching your child any differently is conveying three things:

1. The world revolves around him/her no matter what.
2. Anyone who gets in the way will ruin it for them.
3. Change is bad.

This will make the child more reluctant to accept anyone else. As I stated earlier, reassure the child that you will always be dad; you will always be there for him/her; and that he/she will always be special to you. However, you must both prepare and encourage him/her (even if you aren’t remarried yet) to make room for someone else. This will convey to the child that although things have changed, change is good as long as you are willing to embrace it.

I don’t know what’s going on

The final reason most men are caught in the middle is because they will claim they haven’t a clue as to what is going on. For the record, I don’t buy this excuse at all. Get backbones men and take control of your families. Your vows with your second wife should be no different than the vows with your first. If you knew what to do then, then you should know what to do now. All your second wife wants is for you to respect your marriage. Below are some tips to help keep your marriage and your child healthy and happy.

1. Any decision involving your family should be made with your current wife. If that decision will affect your child, then you should inform your ex-wife, but not the other way around.

2. Don’t base all of your decisions around the child if he isn’t primarily in your home. For example, if you have children with your second wife or your second wife has children, don’t go to a movie or enjoy other activities with them only during visitation with your child. This sends the message that life only goes on when you’re together, and that’s the wrong message.

3. Always, always, always communicate honestly with your child. Never tell the child what he/she wants to hear. Tell your child the truth so that there are no surprises in the end.

4. Treat your second wife like a wife. Just because you married her second doesn’t mean she should have to come second to your ex-wife and your baggage.

5. Always be sensitive to your current wife’s feelings.

6. Always be sensitive to your child’s feelings, and open to communicate about them whenever necessary.

7. Don’t alienate your current wife from issues with your child. It takes a whole village to raise a child. Make your current wife a part of that village.

8. Demand the same positive behavior from your child just as you did prior to the divorce.

9. Remain a parent and never reverse the roles out of guilt.

10. Set boundaries when it comes to your ex-wife. She should never be allowed to wreak havoc on your family just because she’s bitter and unhappy.

So gentlemen, it is unfortunate that you are the “man in the middle” but please know that you put yourself there. There should be no middle, just you on one end and your current wife on the other. Your second marriage should be no different than your first. You took vows before God to honor, love, respect and protect your marriage. As long as you do that everything else will more easily follow.