I'm a SM to 3 snotty bitchy SDs. 1 okay SS. I'm sick of when they "intrude" on the perfect life that I have when it's just me, DH and my BS. Then I feel guilty for even thinking that way because they are my DH's kids and he is good with my BS. But then I remember how they act like mini wives and steal from me and give me an attitude even when I was nice and fair and before I truly became "evil SM". I hate how they seem to only come around when they want or need something from DH. I hate how he acts like a babbling idiot when they do come around. I hate how I feel; lots of different feelings and emotions.

I feel sad that my BS doesn't have another parent who supports him as much as I do. While my DH is good with him, he isn't his dad. I see how he is with his own kids and can't expect much more. I dont have another parent to share those little things with, ya know the stuff that only a parent would love. And while DH is a good SF he can be an ass sometimes and I feel torn between my DH and my only child. It sucks. Thankfully this dynamic is pretty good and it's rare that we have real issues.

I am SD with a (deceased) SF. Read prior blog for how I am feeling about stuff.

I am a SD with a SM. I love her very much. She is great, great for my dad. It's more my AS (adopted sisters) that I have the "issues" with. My dad and SM adopted her (adopted) sisters kids because the mom was a drug addict. So my Dad and SM have spoiled these girls beyond belief. So much so it's not enjoyable to be around them. Add some mental issues and learning issues... makes for a mess. But in some ways I am MAD that my dad hasn't done 25% for his own bio children (my sister and I) that he has done for my AS. Makes me mad more so for my own son and my nieces who dont even really know their grandpa because he is always caught up in so much drama and shit with my AS.

I am just feeling annoyed from every angle of the step world. I know I have it better then most and all in all I am "fine" with things. Not sure if it's the fact that I am on my period or its winter or what but all this step shit is just getting to me from every side and I am just DONE. UUUGGGHHHHH

Sorry needed to write it out... thanks for listening