So I snapped last Saturday, deleted my account here because I was not gonna BE a stepparent anymore!! Started packing to move the hell out, good riddance to asshole skids, no more taking care of them 24/7 while DH is at work and their piece of shit BMs have nothing to do with them..and after weeks of me sayin I need an Fn break or I'm going to lose my mind, I was heard and understood and taken serious!!! Skids are at grandparents for the time being and though there's still a part of me that just wants to say screw this whole deal, my husband is doing his damndest to get me to stay. I didn't even know or acknowledge in my own head how bad things had gotten, I've never stopped loving DH, but Saturday I was ready to just give it all up. Things aren't super great right now but change is comin...And I went to Dr yesterday, was prescribed Cymbalta...so hoping it helps my frame of mind, fast!