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The Recurring Final Exam Dream

Drac0's picture

"I wake up and realize that my final exam is today. I don't know why I didn't know it is today or why I am so horribly unprepared. I didn't attend most of the classes. Neither did I study for this important test. How could I be so stupid? I am most certainly going to fail. Maybe I could cheat? Maybe I can fake an illness and get a postponement? If I fail, they will kick me out of the engineering program. Moreover, if they kick me out, my parents will surely kick me out of the house. They warned me that this would happen should I fail. What am I going to do? Oh God! Help me!"

And then I wake up...

I wake up and realize that I am no longer in university. I haven't stepped foot on any college campus in over ten years. The iron ring is still on my finger, snug and secure as it once was when the Warden placed it there and I swore my oath to the Order. I am no longer a student. I'm a professional now. I did my studies, and I paid my dues. Those long sweaty nights where every ounce of my free time was spent studying has long gone. Girls wouldn't even look at me back in those days because my priorities were skewed. In those days, studying and beer were my firstmost priority. Everything else was secondary. That life is long gone. So why do I still have these dreams? After I graduated, I would have them once a week. Now I have them maybe once every six months, usually when I am nervous or anxious about something...

It's 5:45 am. As the morning fog lifts and I rub the crud from my eyes, I realize why I am so anxious. Or rather, why my subconscious is doing a "life rewind" on me. SS's final exam is today. I corrected some of the worksheets he has been working on during the week. In my opinion, SS could use a little bit more time to study, but at this point, I think I have done everything I could to help the boy.

Good luck SS.

Comments

Drac0's picture

Apparently this dream is very common for university/college graduates. I used to think there was something messed up with my little hamster wheel.

Shaman29's picture

I used to have the same dreams too.

Perhaps all your hamster needs is a beer. Smile

Drac0's picture

You are definetly on to something there. I never looked at it that way!

imjustthemaid's picture

I still have dreams that I am back in HS. I graduated in 1993. My dreams consist of me at school in my pj's or at a dance and I don't know anyone. I think its all anxiety. When I get anxious about things it plays out in my dreams. When I get very anxious I have dreams that I am standing on a beach and a huge tidal wave is coming my way. Its awful. I have been having the same dream for about 20 years now. My mother has them too!!

RainbowsAndDaisies's picture

My mom graduated in 1982. She tells me she still has almost that exact dream occasionally. I am in college now and for the two weeks of exams every semester I barely sleep and wake up at 4 AM each morning, panicked, heart pounding and drenched in cold sweat. I'm not looking forward to my subconscious using that to interpret stressors to me in my sleep for the rest of forever.

Drac0's picture

See Ladyface's comment above.

And good luck!

RainbowsAndDaisies's picture

Thank you!

yikes's picture

My variation is that I am late for class on the first day of school...but I can't find any of the classrooms! I have my class schedule and map in my hands but I am still hopelessly lost...and late!