WHEN I THINK ABOUT LOVE I THINK OF ALL THE THINGS THAT I HAVE ENDURED IN THE LAST YEAR. I PONDER ABOUT THE GOOD TIMES AND THE BAD, I UNDERSTAND THE MISTAKES I HAVE MADE, I AM TRYING TO UNDERSTAND HIS. I WANT TO GO FORWARD AND RUN IN HARMONY NOT WALK SEPARATELY, I WANT TO SCREAM AND SHOUT AT OUR ADVERSARY AND SAY YOU DIDN'T WIN.
I LOOK INTO THE BROWN EYES OF HIS AND I THINK WOW YOU HAVE GROWN SO MUCH, I ADMIRE YOU FOR THE COURAGE TO DO BETTER, TO BE COMMITTED, TO TRY WHEN YOU DON'T WANT TO. I THINK OF THE TENDER KISS ON THE FOREHEAD AND THE GENTLE I LOVE YOU'S. I DAYDREAM ABOUT THE I-DO TAKE HER AND I-DO TAKE HIM. I REMINISCENCE ABOUT OUR BEAUTIFUL BABIES AND WHAT THEY WILL LOOK LIKE AND IN THE MIST OF ALL THAT BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM HIT, BLEADING AND DEAD

BECAUSE YOUR 13Y/O SON IS DISRESPECTFUL, NO SPEAKING IF I SAY GO AND DO I HAVE TO CALL YOU SOME DAYS TO REINFORCE. WHY IS THAT? OHHHHH HIS MOTHER CAME BACK AFTER 5 YEARS OF BEING M.I.A :jawdrop: A WOMAN WHO WON'T GIVE YOU LEGAL NOTHING TO A CHILD BUT WONT HELP TAKE CARE OF HIM WOULDN'T EVEN CALL UNTIL NOW CAUSED SHE HEARD I SAID THAT SHE TRIFLING OOHHH BC YOU ARE DUH! WE NOT IN MICHIGAN ANYMORE WE ARE IN TEXAS AND THE CHILD LAWS ARE DIFFERENT. THERE ISN'T A SUCH THING HERE AS A PAPER THAT YOU SIGN SAYING HE CAN STAY FOR A WHILE. ITS CALLED LEGALITIES AND YOU HAVE TO FOLLOW THE RULES. BUT YOU CANT TELL ADULTS SHYTTT. SO HERE I AM TRYING TO PLAY MOMMA AND TRYING TO FIX ALL THE ISSUES ALONE BUT ITS NOT WORKING, HE FROWNS AT EVERYTHING, ALL THE PICTURES THAT WE HAVE AS A FAMILY HE IS FROWNS, ALL THE OTHER KIDS ARE HAPPY AS HOGS IN MUD. ALL THE OTHER KIDS STRAIGHT A'S NOT THE SON HES ON C'S CANT READ PAST 3RD GRADE IN THE 8TH. ON SPECIAL EDUCATION NOT TRYING TO LISTEN AS I TRY AND HELP COACH TO A BETTER READING POINT.