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Submitted by Smellissa on Fri, 06/27/2014 - 12:42pm

Last night, I went to sleep at 8 and slept for a full 12 hours. That's a minor miracle in my house! Three times this last week, I have gone to bed between 11 and 1 am, and been up again at 6:30 for one appointment or another!

SD12 just looked at the calender, and thought I had missed putting some appointments on there! I only have 4 appointments (2 on the bus!) for next week! It's going to feel like a vacation! LOL!

Quick question

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Submitted by Smellissa on Thu, 06/26/2014 - 2:45pm

Is anyone else getting redirected to a "quick message from our sponsors" whenever they click on a step talk link? I think I may of gotten some spyware, or spamware? but I wanted to check before I did a factory restore on my poor laptop!

:( can I get a thank you??

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Submitted by Smellissa on Wed, 06/25/2014 - 9:40am

Hubby and the SDs really hurt my feelings last night!

This last week is one of those time when I feel like I have gone above and beyond, for my little family. Sd15 needed an emergency doctor's appointment, so we could figure out if it is one of her medicines that is making her act out the way she has been. I tried to do it without having to involve Hubby, so he could work, but it just WASN'T possible.

It's over!

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Submitted by Smellissa on Mon, 06/23/2014 - 8:55pm

Last month, I went through my SD15's phone, and found some raunchy pictures she was sending out to FIFTEEN DIFFERENT RANDOM BOYS, WORLDWIDE! SD15 was put on lock-down, lost her phone, has to get up every day at 5 am to go to work with DH, is only allowed to listen to music if she trades in "points", her netflix was changed to restrict her access.. and the list goes on and on.

just whining

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Submitted by Smellissa on Sun, 06/22/2014 - 10:37pm

Today has been one of those days where I just want to admit defeat, and give up. I've been having chest, arm and leg pain (minor anxiety attack) for four and a half hours.

I love my SDs with all my heart, but I have to admit that they are wearing me down. The last week has been a long one. On our best days, the three of us are damaged goods. On our worst, we are flaming nightmares. Sad

Just remembered, Blog hog

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Submitted by Smellissa on Mon, 06/02/2014 - 11:01pm

I JUST wrote a very long blog about my life, as it is, right now. It reminded me of something else! LOL

The last time I talked to my therapist, she waited until there were about fifteen minutes left of the session and said "AND YOU WANT TO ADOPT THESE KIDS?" Part of me wants to laugh at that, but....

Yes, I want to adopt them! I haven't gotten up the funds to hire a new attorney, yet, but I want to adopt these kids very very much.

Poor poor pitiful me.. I'm having a pity party

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Submitted by Smellissa on Mon, 06/02/2014 - 10:51pm

I'm just so very very worn out! Life is happening so fast, and I am having a hard time keeping up with it all! Sad

First, there is the drama with SD15. She found a way to get on THAT APP again, last week. :jawdrop:

SD12 had a doctors appointment on Thursday, and we had to leave before SD14 got home. So, we went through the house and hid all the electronics. SD15 is a clever one, though, because she found one.

SD15 is just loving the attention! :(

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Submitted by Smellissa on Tue, 05/27/2014 - 6:00am

SD15 is loving the attention that all of the bullshit has gotten her over the weekend.

On Sunday, we went to my mom's to celebrate Memorial Day. My entire family was there, and before we left, SD was told that she had to stay with either me or her dad the entire time. It was annoying to have SD fallow me around, but I couldn't tell her to give me space, like I normally do, because I had just told her she had to stay with me or Dad.

sd15, her therapist, and I am a flaming dumbass

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Submitted by Smellissa on Sun, 05/25/2014 - 11:13pm

Hairbrush Girl and I met with therapist today. Thankfully, we had planned a two hour meeting with Therapist (because I was supposed to start talking to her without SD15 present). Hubby was able to make it to the last thirty minutes or half an hour.

When I told Therapist that Sd15 had downloaded an "outlawed" app, Therapist was not surprised. However as I have Therapist more details, she became more concerned.

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