I don't know how much longer I can do this. My husband's bipolar disorder is constantly causing issues. Then, there's SS10. He needs so much from me, but I just can't give it to him anymore. I need him to be grown out of this as of today. I need my husband to stop cycling now. I need someone to take care of me. This happens once a month or maybe a little less, but it happens whenever DH is making changes because he gets so mean and doesn't address the issues that are really bothering him. I wish he would go to counselling. I wish he would take better care of his disease. I'm just too exhausted to continue helping anyone.